Its funny how things can go instantaneously from okay to terrible.
The last week has been a bit crazy as some of you may have heard. On top of the family problems, work is becoming a big issue. There are some workplace issues that affecting me not only there but at home. Management is not treating me fairly and when I tried to go to the HR for the company it ended up a dead end. They sided with the management and now I'm faced with a very tough decision. As you all know the economy is limping a long like a hurt dog and there are no jobs. I even looked at fast food places and they aren't even hiring around here. But each day at work just gets worse and worse. How can I attempt to move up in the company when I have bosses that are squishing me in place, suffocating the life and motivation out of me?
Even the minor aspects of my life are turning up negative results. Can't have a conversation without something coming up to foul my mood even more. It must be the day or something...but its been going on for the last few and I'm not sure if tomorrow is going to get any better.
On top of that I have a roommate situation that is quickly spiraling out of control. At the beginning of April I moved in with a girl (who is a friend of a friend) and she was gone for the first two weeks I had been living here. When she got back it was fine at first and we hung out a little bit. But then she would start nit-picking on little things in the apt that she is just much to blame. Her name is on the lease and mine is not which gives her a lot of power; perhaps too much. So a week or so ago she comes in and says we aren't clicking together and that she has a friend looking at the place who may move in.
I told her that it was completely unfair of her to do that to me after what... TWO WEEKS of living together. Fuck sake you have to get to know someone and establish a comfortable balance with one another first. All of her reasons for this were judgmental against me which I took offensively and let her know forthright. At this point ladies and gentlemen, I'm tired of hiding my feelings inside and have been speaking out more recently to people.
So I told her to give it more time and she said she would. As you can see guys... I'm kind of fucked from all sides. What to do, what to do
The last week has been a bit crazy as some of you may have heard. On top of the family problems, work is becoming a big issue. There are some workplace issues that affecting me not only there but at home. Management is not treating me fairly and when I tried to go to the HR for the company it ended up a dead end. They sided with the management and now I'm faced with a very tough decision. As you all know the economy is limping a long like a hurt dog and there are no jobs. I even looked at fast food places and they aren't even hiring around here. But each day at work just gets worse and worse. How can I attempt to move up in the company when I have bosses that are squishing me in place, suffocating the life and motivation out of me?
Even the minor aspects of my life are turning up negative results. Can't have a conversation without something coming up to foul my mood even more. It must be the day or something...but its been going on for the last few and I'm not sure if tomorrow is going to get any better.
On top of that I have a roommate situation that is quickly spiraling out of control. At the beginning of April I moved in with a girl (who is a friend of a friend) and she was gone for the first two weeks I had been living here. When she got back it was fine at first and we hung out a little bit. But then she would start nit-picking on little things in the apt that she is just much to blame. Her name is on the lease and mine is not which gives her a lot of power; perhaps too much. So a week or so ago she comes in and says we aren't clicking together and that she has a friend looking at the place who may move in.
I told her that it was completely unfair of her to do that to me after what... TWO WEEKS of living together. Fuck sake you have to get to know someone and establish a comfortable balance with one another first. All of her reasons for this were judgmental against me which I took offensively and let her know forthright. At this point ladies and gentlemen, I'm tired of hiding my feelings inside and have been speaking out more recently to people.
So I told her to give it more time and she said she would. As you can see guys... I'm kind of fucked from all sides. What to do, what to do
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sadielee:
ew. i'm sry your sukkin
gasolineperfect:
it was a lot of fun. and to make my day even better, lesbians just moved into my house!