Its interesting to find out those that said that they care actually don't in a time of need. At this point when I need someone to talk to and they blantantly ignore me, it shows me their true character. Its a good thing that I'm not suicidal otherwise that would be a whole different story entirely. The friends that I thought I could count on from the SG community have somewhat let me down. When I try to get a hold of them to talk to they aren't reachable and it makes me really sad. Just makes a difficult situation all the more hard to tolerate. I'm alone and I suppose I should get used to that fact.
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Monday Oct 11, 2010
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no excuse, i know, but an explanation if anything.
take care of yourself, please?
loveyou.