I feel so alone right now.. a man trapped on an island in a sea of silence this night. I'm not lonely necessarily...more set apart from everyone. Even though there are people in rooms next door to me in my building, I feel like there is nothing but my own thoughts to keep me company in the wee hours of the morning. It's been a...
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cinn:
I hope things look up for you soon, love. I think we've all been here. I too tend to get pulled into the abyss sometimes. Crawling back out takes time, bite by bite as your mother said of the elephant. <3
zeppers:
i'm here if you need to talk
First of all, Merry Christmas everyone!!
It's been a pretty boring holiday four day weekend so far. Lots of laying around like a bum and playing video games, which is nice and all but no real substance. I wish I was home to be with friends and family but it looks like that will have to wait for another six months.
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It's been a pretty boring holiday four day weekend so far. Lots of laying around like a bum and playing video games, which is nice and all but no real substance. I wish I was home to be with friends and family but it looks like that will have to wait for another six months.
I was planning on...
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comixbookgurl:
Hope you had a fantastic day!
_smurfzilla_:
happy holidays hun!
The release of this song totally made my day. So here it is for your enjoyment 
<3<3
<3<3
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audrisa:
lol, she put a bag on my head... still count. ha!
lemolaura:
Lmao that made me giggle!
Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. Sadly to say my birthday was horrible. Ended up working til 1030 at night which was a 19 hour work day and then I only got about 4 hours of sleep before doing it all over again. Oh and I got into a car accident with a Korean national.... no I was not the driver and no one...
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saillesong:
I am sorry your birthday was such suck-o-rama! Hopefully you can get a do-over. I have done the shrink thing before and I have found them to be largely useless. I guess it depends which one you get though. Good luck.
lemolaura:
Aww gutted that you didn't enjoy your birthday! You'll have to make up for it when you don't have work and take care of yourself! x
Birthday is in t-minus three hours (Korean time of course) Have to wait til next weekend though to go out and celebrate due to work. I don't feel a day older.... and I forgot today that tomorrow was my birthday. Fuck you, Universe..
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orchid:
i hope you had a nice birthday x
dandele:
I am an asshole and missed it 
Happy belated!
Happy belated!Well it has been a couple of weeks since the last post, so I should probably update all you viewers out there whats going on. We are in the middle of some field exercise right now even though we aren't technically in the field. Its pretty much a validation of our jobs. And lucky me gets to work the night shift... that's right 8pm to...
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newsoma:
Wow, that first video is so over the top it's mesmerizing.
Happy birthday. Although you aren't getting a birthday celebration I'm sure you'll get a big party to celebrate when you get to return home.
Happy birthday. Although you aren't getting a birthday celebration I'm sure you'll get a big party to celebrate when you get to return home.
caprica:
Ew, night shifts are gross.
Happy birthday early
Happy birthday early
Motivation. Its been in short supply as of late, and I find myself on this late Monday night evaluating my own level of drive. So much has been going on in the last few months to deter me from making any sort of progress in my life... kind of like a test of sorts. I never expected to leave the states and come to Korea...
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tevyn:
of course!
tevyn:
of course!
Almost the weekend.... kind of. So this week I got put on a really random detail.
I was going to work like normal when they told me I was to report to the dining facility and do headcount. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, "headcount" is pretty much how it sounds. I count people that come into eat. Pretty...
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I was going to work like normal when they told me I was to report to the dining facility and do headcount. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, "headcount" is pretty much how it sounds. I count people that come into eat. Pretty...
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zaafirah:
<3
sylvan:
elo poppet! yesss! im back in SG land been busy with daily grind....new set aswell ...your taste in music is equivalent to a connosieur's taste in wine...dude........your situaton...what a pickle man :/ and it sucks when you very much on your own in shitty times like these..but look at all this support here! once you hit tock bottom there's only one way to go...youll rock it man.here in sa we say "strongs"..strength x
aswell ...your taste in music is equivalent to a connosieur's taste in wine...dude........your situaton...what a pickle man :/ and it sucks when you very much on your own in shitty times like these..but look at all this support here! once you hit tock bottom there's only one way to go...youll rock it man.here in sa we say "strongs"..strength xLeave it to Stargate Universe to introduce me to some awesome new music. So now I shall share with the rest of the class. Enjoy, dears
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polygirlaz:
Very relaxing , it draws you and cradles you close.
comixbookgurl:
yay music!
These last two days I have felt so alone and for a completely different reason than depression. I tried taking a step outside of my box and reaching out twice, but instead I got nothing back. This is in regards to someone here in Korea that I work with. Perhaps they are right when they say you can't mix business and pleasure. I hate the...
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luther:
yeah. coworkers are lame. but it's good you're trying!
scary78:
Happy Veteran's Day! Hope you're doing better
Evening peoples
I thought I'd drop a note before going to bed since I haven't said much the last week. I'm doing alright. Monday has come and gone and its time for sleepy time. This week is going to be long though. Call it a hunch; call it a feeling deep in my stomach, sitting there like a stone. We shall see.
I've been trying...
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I thought I'd drop a note before going to bed since I haven't said much the last week. I'm doing alright. Monday has come and gone and its time for sleepy time. This week is going to be long though. Call it a hunch; call it a feeling deep in my stomach, sitting there like a stone. We shall see.
I've been trying...
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comixbookgurl:
Wheee
marsalli27:
Greatest flaw...hmmm hard one. I know what gets under my skin.... when people try to define others and how they live. When you define something you are attempting to confine it...life is breathing in and out and changing with the seasons. I do not believe that I am the same two days in a row...I will not expect someone else to be.
Well.... I'm sick because of a percocet withdraw so here I am at home from work for the next two days. Its nice because it goes into the weekend but I hate being idle. I hope this nausea and vomiting pass soon because I'd like to be able to eat some real food!
How are you all doing?
How are you all doing?
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dysfunction:
Awww withdrawals are never pleasant. I hope it passes quickly!
luther:
i'm baaaaack
stop being sick and let's go do fun stuff
stop being sick and let's go do fun stuff