*now playing- Yeah Yeah Yeahs: Art Star
halloo
hope everyone's having a good weekend!?
i had my interview today. it went well. i think....? i can never remember anything when i leave
i get so nervous n my mind just kinda goes missing. im like that with exams too, i just completely lose the functionality of my brain. but i was on time (20 mins early, in fact) and i wore the suit, and my best tie, etc. i spoke properly n stuff, and answered well. i'll know by wednesday. he has to interview 4 more people. he's already interviewed five. so ive got a 10% chance. actually, he said one girl answered 'time-keeping' as one of her weaknesses. so i cant imagine she'll be coming back for a second interview 
so that makes it jus over an 11% chance. maybe i'm just clutching at straws? fuck it i'll take every percent i can get.
the bike ride yesterday was madd fun. the video is finished n it looks pretty cool. i got loads of confidence back yesterday (after being out injured for pretty much 4 years you kinda lose what u had) and i was pullin moves i didn't think i'd be able to do again! whoopeeee
at one point we went to the skatepark to mess around on the ramps, and some bmx-ers were tearing it up. well, one of them pulled a huge 720 or something, and he landed kinda twisted, and smacked his head on the railings behind him. the fucking idiot wasn't wearing a helmet either. i don't get it do they think they're exempt from injury? he didn't ride again that day, he just sat on the wall looking dazed it didn't rain the whole day, but on the train home, it poured down, so i got soaked on the way home 
anyhoo, today ive just been asleep. i felt shitty after my interview so i took some ultram and layed on the sofa watching tv. i fell asleep thru the O.C. how could i?! i can have a decent sleep tonight aswell, seeing as i don't have to get up at 7!
ooh that reminds me! i had some wierd dreams last night. first i dreamt that i saw u guy jump off a huuuuge chimney wearing a white suit to kill himself... and then as soon as that happened everyone who lived in Hong Kong was called into the Navy straight away. loadsa other stuff happened in it but i'd end up rambling on!
oh and i just found what dreaming about the Navy means: "To dream that you are in the Navy, symbolizes your need for organization, discipline and structure in your life." fuck yeah.
and i just checked about suicide: "To see someone commit suicide in you dream, highlights your concerns for that person. Consider what characteristics and qualities in that person you may be trying to "kill" and annihilate in your own self. Perhaps you hope that you are not like that person in some way." seriously i have no idea who it means
enough of my incessant ramblings
i'm going to eat some cake and drink some tea. how fucking english.
lovings the world over.
*p.s. i'm going to learn to not swear anymore.
halloo
hope everyone's having a good weekend!?
i had my interview today. it went well. i think....? i can never remember anything when i leave
i get so nervous n my mind just kinda goes missing. im like that with exams too, i just completely lose the functionality of my brain. but i was on time (20 mins early, in fact) and i wore the suit, and my best tie, etc. i spoke properly n stuff, and answered well. i'll know by wednesday. he has to interview 4 more people. he's already interviewed five. so ive got a 10% chance. actually, he said one girl answered 'time-keeping' as one of her weaknesses. so i cant imagine she'll be coming back for a second interview so that makes it jus over an 11% chance. maybe i'm just clutching at straws? fuck it i'll take every percent i can get.
the bike ride yesterday was madd fun. the video is finished n it looks pretty cool. i got loads of confidence back yesterday (after being out injured for pretty much 4 years you kinda lose what u had) and i was pullin moves i didn't think i'd be able to do again! whoopeeee
at one point we went to the skatepark to mess around on the ramps, and some bmx-ers were tearing it up. well, one of them pulled a huge 720 or something, and he landed kinda twisted, and smacked his head on the railings behind him. the fucking idiot wasn't wearing a helmet either. i don't get it do they think they're exempt from injury? he didn't ride again that day, he just sat on the wall looking dazed it didn't rain the whole day, but on the train home, it poured down, so i got soaked on the way home
anyhoo, today ive just been asleep. i felt shitty after my interview so i took some ultram and layed on the sofa watching tv. i fell asleep thru the O.C. how could i?! i can have a decent sleep tonight aswell, seeing as i don't have to get up at 7!
ooh that reminds me! i had some wierd dreams last night. first i dreamt that i saw u guy jump off a huuuuge chimney wearing a white suit to kill himself... and then as soon as that happened everyone who lived in Hong Kong was called into the Navy straight away. loadsa other stuff happened in it but i'd end up rambling on!
oh and i just found what dreaming about the Navy means: "To dream that you are in the Navy, symbolizes your need for organization, discipline and structure in your life." fuck yeah.
and i just checked about suicide: "To see someone commit suicide in you dream, highlights your concerns for that person. Consider what characteristics and qualities in that person you may be trying to "kill" and annihilate in your own self. Perhaps you hope that you are not like that person in some way." seriously i have no idea who it means
enough of my incessant ramblings
i'm going to eat some cake and drink some tea. how fucking english.
lovings the world over.
*p.s. i'm going to learn to not swear anymore.
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I'm sure you'll get the job if you wore the suit. Hell I'd give you one! HAHAHAHA sorry.
I'm not quite sure what's wrong with me today. Glad you had a good weekend boy. What you up to in the week?
PS, I think I am gonna get a big tattoo. You're right, it is getting more acceptable, and I don't really think it will be an isue when we're old people. And I really want it too! Well, I want it designed anyway. Did you get yours yet?
btw: i totally dig (how american of me) you makes me happy: piece in your profile.