attheyoshinoya

*now playing- HIM: Right here in my arms

yo dudes, how r we all today?

pretty uneventful day really just been looking for jobs. its really bugging me not knowing wat i want to do.

i want to drive a ferrari. just for a bit tho. i cant afford that kind of insurance. a spyder would be nice. i wish i was a millionnaire.

my g/f was really wierd on the phone today.. almost nasty. she kept telling my that she was havin all her cousins guy friends over nx weekend to stay n rubbing it in that they get on really well, like better than me n her. i kno it doesn't sound bad it was just the way she said it, like, it just made me feel real low n that she prefers them over me n shit. why don't i feel wanted/loved anymore? why have i spent a fucking fortune on her birthday? what's the point when im not even appreciated? GRRR

i am currently indulging in a glass of hennessy XO to cheer myself up. mmmmmm.

i didnt get any sushi today. but i am going into leeds tomoro so i will get some then.

i am in love with this woman

i fucking wish she was mine

oh well.