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So things in my world are pretty fucking fantastic right now, the little goddess and I are staying away from putting a lable on our tumultuous and torrid affair of the heart. Lotus tells me we're like the phoenix, we must fall in flames every few weeks to be reborn to our passion for each other. I think this might be true but this time we are approaching it much differently, no rules, no egos, no concern, just being honest to ourselves and consciously relating how we feel when we feel it. It should keep the drama to a minimum, plus lots of great sex and no guilt about it; HUZZAH!!!!

I'm feeling very empowered and had some really strong breakthroughs about my past and how I've let it control me in certain ways, I've done some major healing the past couple days and feel better and more confident than I ever have before. There is almost a perceptable glow from the fires that burn inside me now, more at ease with myself and more capable with life. I've still got lots of work to do but it's all hands on from here yet another thing to make me smile; that and the solid realization that I am one motherfucking hot son of a bitch.

My loans are still up in the air but I am unconcerned as I know it will all come together for me, chaos shall provide and the cosmos won't let one of it's most darling children fall to the wayside now that I have grasped the light with both hands. Thanks for all the good thoughts and kind concern, it is a boon to feel so loved by such great people, part of what makes me smile each morning.

A joyeous week to you all my freaky darlings.


spanks and snuggles
wade