atak

so one of the strippers from last week and i just started casually trading phone calls and she came over last weekend. i was very firm that i didnt want a gf at this juncture but apparently she thought that her overwhelming personality would dissuade me from my resolve. now she calls at least eight times a day and i have taken to screening my phone calls. we didnt even have sex and im afraid shes gonna come in here and pull a lorraina bobbitt on me. i didnt lead her on but somehow feel very guilty and responsible for this persons almost neurotic persual of me. moral of the story... dont ever ever ever tell someone your hopes and dreams and then follow that with kissing because people draw a similarity between mild interest and life long committal. oh yeah, and all women are crazy.
...and im a dick