Hi All, Things are going okay now. I'm taking the time to get abit organized, rearrange somethings in my room, start the new year off right. I'm gonna take a lot of advice I've been getting and try new things, put myself out there. The girl I swoon for is moving today, I'd be there helping, but it's just soo far and the snow has...
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Well things are exactly normally comfortable for me right now. It's not that anyone thing changed, it's just the whole tilt of life has just that, shifted. I'm in a stage were I'm teetering on the ledge of my future and my completely confused past. I'm not trying to be over dramatic or even cynical, I'm just being blunt. I have many things in my...
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syberea:
ok then.
i think that you have enormous talent and insight but you sell yourself short. i think on some strange level you are not willing to take responsibility for the fact that you have this talent. you want this life that you seek, this happiness and fullfillment to land on your lap because you are not willing to go and actively persue the things that you may or may not have admitted that you want. perhaps you ar ento really clear what it is that will make you happy and fullfilled , in that case i would suggest going out and finding things and trying things and eventually you will land on something that fits. life isnt one storybook ending where all of a sudden you are going to be happy because something worked. i think this is really just a matter of you taking an active part in your own happiness and not waiting for it to come to you, because it isnt going to....if you are feeling unhappy about your life you only have yourslef to blame and only yourself can alter that. you just have to be fearless, this is your life here.
i think that is all i have to say for now.
i think that you have enormous talent and insight but you sell yourself short. i think on some strange level you are not willing to take responsibility for the fact that you have this talent. you want this life that you seek, this happiness and fullfillment to land on your lap because you are not willing to go and actively persue the things that you may or may not have admitted that you want. perhaps you ar ento really clear what it is that will make you happy and fullfilled , in that case i would suggest going out and finding things and trying things and eventually you will land on something that fits. life isnt one storybook ending where all of a sudden you are going to be happy because something worked. i think this is really just a matter of you taking an active part in your own happiness and not waiting for it to come to you, because it isnt going to....if you are feeling unhappy about your life you only have yourslef to blame and only yourself can alter that. you just have to be fearless, this is your life here.
i think that is all i have to say for now.
I just found out that the girl I'm so retardedly smitten with is moving farther away from me. She got a great job as a designer for the Dow Jones in Jersey. They're gonna start her at almost 40 grand (my jaw dropped!). I'm happy for her, but I'm torn. What's a guy to do?!?!
it's her
it's her
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syberea:
I got the package!! its beautiful thatnk you sooo much. i was quite impressed and it has a place on my wall. you are a total sweetheart.
anotherlostsoul:
Sorry, I wasn't trying to be bitchy. I just don't know what to give you. It's no problem if you don't want to do it.
Don't worry, if you really like this girl, you'll find a way to make things work. Trust me, if she's worth it, you'll be fine.
Don't worry, if you really like this girl, you'll find a way to make things work. Trust me, if she's worth it, you'll be fine.
well last night was a complete blur, I think I was the wingman for disruption. I had to seduce a 40 plus year old woman so that my buddy could score with a much younger girl. I feel dirty and used, lucky I passed out before things could get anywhere. Bad news is she left her purse her this morning, so I have to get...
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rebeldaisy:
ha ha.
and ewww..
hmm i've got nothing better to say then that.
and ewww..
hmm i've got nothing better to say then that.
syberea:
ewwwww......ummm well i hope she was cute.
I'm back!!! What a week. Saw Penn & Teller, a few cool lounge acts and plenty of random nudity to last me a long long time. I was up and down up and down all week, until the end when I hit a huge jackpot on one of the slots, chingy ching ching!!!
The flights sucked, the buffets were hit or miss, and I had...
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anotherlostsoul:
I dunno. Something abstract? You're the one complaining about no picture, so it's up to you dude.
whoozywhatzy:
I used to teach dance in hanover..at the school of music and dance. How funny. I went to highschool in Waynesboro. I'm in Berlin right now! More later.
Well, tomorrow I am leaving very very early for a week filled with gambling, booze, prostitutes, gambling, family, smoky old people, topless dancing, Tom Jones and Neil Diamond, a restless group of Elvis impersonators and the only place on Earth dubbed the mecca of Sin...Las Vegas
This is going to be great...or it's going to be the most guilt ridden and frustrating trip of my...
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secondbest:
Sounds like it's going to be a productive week!!!
syberea:
hmmm yes las vegas. its fucking wierd in las vegas. i hope you had a great new years. i am just going along as usual. i think i am going to quit my job because it sucks ass and i am bored. this is both exciting and scary. i think i may just decide to be a sailor yet. its never to late to take to the sea. sorry i have been so out of touch, its very hard to get to a computer these days. i dont know why though. i hope you are well and that i get to talk to you again someday soon. i am totally not on aim anymore so it would have to be messenger. anyway, have a fabulous time in the land of the american dream. make sure you see the prostitute in good light before yuh take er home eh?
What a week.
NYE was pretty crazy. I drank way too much, was ditched a few times to fend for myself among the crowd of strangers. Poor me, didn't have anyone to kiss at 12. But, I got me a job lead so, fingers are crossed, fingers are crossed.
In about 3 days, I'll be on a plane heading out over to the great state...
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NYE was pretty crazy. I drank way too much, was ditched a few times to fend for myself among the crowd of strangers. Poor me, didn't have anyone to kiss at 12. But, I got me a job lead so, fingers are crossed, fingers are crossed.
In about 3 days, I'll be on a plane heading out over to the great state...
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Sinn: Check out the last entry to see what you missed.
Hey everyone else that checks this entry out (whoever you might be). I got to meet the all inclusive Sinn this evening... And boy is she boring... I josh, she's quite interesting, if only she wasn't so shy. Staying the week with my partner in crime Starsandsmokes. Please say a blessing for her,...
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Hey everyone else that checks this entry out (whoever you might be). I got to meet the all inclusive Sinn this evening... And boy is she boring... I josh, she's quite interesting, if only she wasn't so shy. Staying the week with my partner in crime Starsandsmokes. Please say a blessing for her,...
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receptionistdesk:
happy new year to you too doll!
we're going to the pickle drop tonight - be verrrrry afraid!
we're going to the pickle drop tonight - be verrrrry afraid!
anotherlostsoul:
Happy New Year to you as well
okay okay, sorry Sinn I'll see what I can do here:
beckoning beauty, so exquisit
preaching to me from afar
locks so dark and twisted
cascading her face like a facade
hiding supple sweetness under
I squint to see her smirking
crows feet have not grazed here
her eyes almond and wide as wicked as her smile...
This treachery, debauchery and even innocense can allure:...
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beckoning beauty, so exquisit
preaching to me from afar
locks so dark and twisted
cascading her face like a facade
hiding supple sweetness under
I squint to see her smirking
crows feet have not grazed here
her eyes almond and wide as wicked as her smile...
This treachery, debauchery and even innocense can allure:...
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tron_9:
That is strange that my comments are coming up 0's. Perhaps my track record was wiped clean in the SG redesign. Generally when I have something to say I message people. However I will comment on this entry.
crows feet have not grazed here
her eyes almond and wide as wicked as her smile...
That was good. Way to put that link in there. I often wonder what the people that poets write about look like. Nice work keep it up!
crows feet have not grazed here
her eyes almond and wide as wicked as her smile...
That was good. Way to put that link in there. I often wonder what the people that poets write about look like. Nice work keep it up!
anotherlostsoul:
Yes, very small school, west of Philly...
Happy holidays my dear
Happy holidays my dear
Well it's been abit of some time since I've written anything remotely poetic... So I will try now:
tinge and shiver awaken muscles
dorment for so long
the blue veins push out the old and
the brighter red flushes full
again
out stretched and palms up
chin raised to meet the northern lights.
beauty seems to bounce clear of me.
I truly thought I could...
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tinge and shiver awaken muscles
dorment for so long
the blue veins push out the old and
the brighter red flushes full
again
out stretched and palms up
chin raised to meet the northern lights.
beauty seems to bounce clear of me.
I truly thought I could...
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anotherlostsoul:
Nope, I attend none of the above. Try again! I'm majoring in English, minor in music. At the moment I'm finishing up my last paper for the semester and hopefully I can get the hell out of here soon!
Thanks for the positive attitude. Keep writing, I would love to read more!
Thanks for the positive attitude. Keep writing, I would love to read more!
sacred:
change your post!
i wanna new post!
i wanna new poem, come on i know ya got one!
Luv Sinn
i wanna new post!
i wanna new poem, come on i know ya got one!
Luv Sinn
Well another successful weekend of getting Fucked up. here's a recipe for trouble:
2 shots vanilla vodka (Skyy)
2 shots Sobe Adreneline rush
1 shot orange juice
1 shot cranberry juice
mix serve with ice
I call it the kick ass screwdriver
Met some cool people, both at my buddy's party and at the Ryan Adams concert. Speaking of which was crazy. The level of...
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2 shots vanilla vodka (Skyy)
2 shots Sobe Adreneline rush
1 shot orange juice
1 shot cranberry juice
mix serve with ice
I call it the kick ass screwdriver
Met some cool people, both at my buddy's party and at the Ryan Adams concert. Speaking of which was crazy. The level of...
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starsandsmokes:
... you'll never guess who just e-mailed me, it's kind of strange, and very random. one of our show buddies from sunday night, the tall one. she looked me up on e-bay. how strange is that?
sacred:
dad hair huh? grrreaaaaaaaaat! whoohoo ohwell i am a master stylist i can call upon all of my powers to save your hair!!!!
Luv Sinn
Luv Sinn
What an exciting weekend ahead, I just hope this snow shit doesn't ruin any of it for me.
A small party of college buddies is planned for Saturday evening, a few faces I haven't seen will be attending (hopefully), and I'm excited to see how they are doing these days.
Sunday is the Ryan Adams concert with my bud Chris, he picked up some tickets...
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A small party of college buddies is planned for Saturday evening, a few faces I haven't seen will be attending (hopefully), and I'm excited to see how they are doing these days.
Sunday is the Ryan Adams concert with my bud Chris, he picked up some tickets...
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syberea:
HI!!! how are you? i am doing pretty fucking smashing! the house is good. it is very old, but my room is huge and has a fire place in it that i dont think works but it looks cool anyway.
very busy trying to get stuff all moved in and working alot and stuff. stressed about money but aside from that i am very happy indeed. you should email me and fill me in on whats goin on in your life.
well i had best go....things to do.
very busy trying to get stuff all moved in and working alot and stuff. stressed about money but aside from that i am very happy indeed. you should email me and fill me in on whats goin on in your life.
well i had best go....things to do.
sacred:
i hope that the party was great and that you enjoyed the Ryan Adams show! is there a lot of snow there? i will bring my hairdressing gear when i come down! but the haircut comes with a price! it'll be wicked!
Luv Sinn
Luv Sinn
[Edited on Jan 26, 2004 4:17PM]