astrokreep23

Ever have one of those days where you worry you'll give into any temptation that walked along? Today was a day like that. Maybe it was the heat.

I ussually like my work. Today however, it was hot. Work was not fun and I'm glad to be home. Sadly, I must work there tomorrow as well, probably causing me to miss a 4th of July get together. Oh well, time and a half may make up for that, though not likely.

T3 was alright. Yet merely a shadow of its predecessor.

After some reflection I have come to the conclusion that I avoid intamacy, which is an odd thing for a 21 year old male to do, but well, here I am doing it! I always new I wasn't quite right in the head but its nice to have some specifics now.

Wow I'm kinda bitching a lot tonight. I'll say something positive. Ah yes, I drank copius amounts of Dr Pepper today under a clear sky as a cool breeze caressed my skin. This my friends, is what I live for. Little moments of pure bliss and beauty that make it all worth while. If I ever say life sucks or that I'm not a lucky guy you all have the permission to bitch slap some sense into me