Monday Aug 26, 2002

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i feel like i might vomit
i got pulled over by a pig tonight. i almost made it a month.
tomorrow is my last night here in this state. hence this may be my last post for some time.
(incoming sarcasm)
bummer for you guys.(outgoing sarcasm)
pabst tastes good. that is all
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suoda:
yes, nice musical tastes. gotta love sifl and olly as well.

gotta hate the pigs in new england. fuckers.

you win for fantasy by the way. touching dia's face would be delightful.
assface:
oh man i will definately not miss the NE pigs. they are everywhere. its amazing. i have to be on that speedomiter like white on rice 'round these parts.

Sunday Aug 25, 2002

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i want meet someone new. someone totally random. an irish chick. someone where the initial connection is so strong we skip the crap and go to the desert and watch the sun set.

id live in a pineapple under the sea...
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bettietwoguns:
and where might you be?
solisis:
i met someone like that once. we sat and conversed in a way unlike anything i have known. now i tremble in the fear of dismissal. the fear. the fear. it is enough to level one and ensure a devastation unparalleled.

Saturday Aug 24, 2002

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interesting night tonight. i actually left the apartment.
i cuddled. thats what i wanted
i dont know how i feel about that. i feel like im trying to force myself not to feel too good about it. im trying not to set myself up for a disapointment when this person decides ive said the wrong thing again.
its amazing to me how different things can...
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bettietwoguns:
hehe
am dork.

am drunk
elise:
oh yes......spongebob squarepants undies!!! i already have a shirt and choker......next are the undies! and after that, a set is sure to be taken! don't worry! i have it planned already! wink

xoxoxo
elise

Friday Aug 23, 2002

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Jelousy central

i dont understand. things were going well with my one friend here. we were hanging out and talking. now she thinks i dont care and i feel like she cant trust me. i have less than a week here and i dont think anything can change in that time. i just wanted to spend time with her before i leave to (possibly) never...
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bettietwoguns:
hehe. Girls are cute.
elise:
i'm glad you like the song on my journal! it's elvis costello, and it's (obviously) called "I Want You". You should definitely check it out!

Thursday Aug 22, 2002

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Jelousy central

you pretend.
i collapse.
we dont exist
in milk
bettietwoguns:
And where, pray tell, are you going? We must be friends quickly.
bettietwoguns:
doesn't matter. I shouldn't waste money.

Wednesday Aug 21, 2002

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Jelousy central still

ive been so busy trying to pack all the stuff i own into my tiny car. theres no way i can fit all of it. i dont really mind leaving some stuff but i just want to be done with it. tomorrow i have a doctors appointment at which point ill be done with this medicine and ill have more time.
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Tuesday Aug 20, 2002

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Jelousy central.

its better when i remember that im alone for a reason. staying discouraged keeps me from getting more discouraged. thats total weak crap and a shitty excuse but its the best one i have. im here and i think ive seen enough fucking sunrises to last me the rest of my life.
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solisis:
Try getting A55FACE
assface:
oh sol-y. you are so silly

Monday Aug 19, 2002

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Just around the corner there's heartache

i should be packing but instead i just wasted the day away. i honestly cant beleive how much time i spend sitting here alone in my apartment. im pathetic and its too humid.
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assface:
and you know, Dia if you encourage me i might be forced to become officially obsessed with you.
solisis:
I still laugh EVERY time I see your name.
I might have to add you to my friends list just so it could be on my screen always

Sunday Aug 18, 2002

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i dunno what i want.
its prolly better that way. im sure once i get it ill want something else.
im sick of eating
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olivia:
an excellent nick, however, are you implying by your picture that the lovely dia has an ass for a face?
assface:
thanks
and no way i wasnt implying that. no one would say that about Dia! she has a face for a face. i should prolly change that i can see how it would be confusing. peace

Friday Aug 16, 2002

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i just started my fancy profile today. so enjoy. its really exciting.
im tryin to get my crap togther so i can move. i dunno if im gonna be able to fit everyhitng in my car and i still need to take it to the mechanic. theres something wrong with the front end and its annoying that i dont know what it is=me getting ripped...
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