Sunday Sep 15, 2002

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i made her laugh. that was wonderful. aside from that i dont know whats real and whats fake.
i love the eye contact.
i look and she stays and it goes deeper and deeper.

im still a child
quijybo:
wow. it sounds like you are in a wonderful place right now. i envy you, and wish you luck. smile
rawr_ima_monster:
When I make a girl laugh, I get way too excited. all i want in life is to make other peopel happy, and I love women. not in the usual way, I just really love girls, so when I make a woman laugh I think i'm making her happy, I get too stupid to follow up. Geez, I'm messed up. we're both friggin babies.
-but babies are CUTE, and chicks dig em, right?
Dave

Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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i have no right what so ever to feel this way. im not sure what i was thinking. there was no way for things to conclude without me feeling horrible. i always screw myself that way. instead of ripping of the bandage quickly i wait as long as possible. even though i know the longer i wait the worse it will feel in the end....
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bettietwoguns:
i have the same problem.
solisis:
fabulous, that feeling.... fabulous indeed

Friday Sep 13, 2002

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right now i will try to write something while i am still in my coffee induced good mood. i love the strokes. today i talked to a woman at the coffeeshop. i know her becuase i used to work there and she would bake us pies and cakes to sell. she was a wreck and crying and smoking and so on. so i talked to...
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joscelyne:
you said: " i cant emphasize enough how tubular she is "
and I almost choked on the food I was trying to consume.

You are not an old man. If you are an old man that means I'm just as ancient.
joscelyne:
actually it WAS bacon. you're correct. scary.

Wednesday Sep 11, 2002

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oh lordy. i did not see the girl that i wanted to. this is her one day off. i am such a jackass. and my excuse for going there today was to get the money that i forgot to pay myself for working on saturday. thats right i forgot to get payed. the jackassery never ends. so i will see her tomorrow. i will say...
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bettietwoguns:
you silly! other people work there you know! hehehe.

it was another teacher
quijybo:
oh, baby. i got all aroused with that eyeball lovin talk.
good luck. smile

Wednesday Sep 11, 2002

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what the crap. 2 days ago i wrote an entry here that apperantly did not get properly sent. man i think id rather use sand paper as tiolet paper than rewrite what i had because it wont be the same as before. plus more stuff has happened since then. what to do. i suppose i could write some woe is me im so lonely kind...
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bettietwoguns:
lalalala.
how is the weather down there?

miss you giggalo.
solisis:
totally true. connection. near impossible.

by the way, as though it meant anything, I still laugh when i see your name. even on my friends list it never fails to surface amusement. I can't believe how simple it is and yet how completely hilarious it will always be.
perhaps it's me who is simple.

Friday Sep 06, 2002

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tonight i watched 'Amelie.' it is such a fantastic film. and she is real great. i also got the new tires for my car. they are 315's in the back. oh yea baby! you heard right, i just said 3 1 5. (this by the way means im really cool). its gonna be hard not to hump that thing but i will try
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rawr_ima_monster:
you did make sense, and did help, so poop on you, mr no confidence. And really, thanks for reading the whole entry. nw you want to talk abotu not making sense. I was really afraid noone would read it, even thoguh it was important for me to write. you should get your ass and face together over to that board thread, I want more ideas.
-Dave
quijybo:
ok. so, i should have mentioned that he is actually "arseface", but whatever.
here's what he's going to look like in the movie adaptation: http://www.neonwheels.com/preacher/images/arseface.jpg

Friday Sep 06, 2002

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instead of the regular one night stand. id like one night of unbridled comfortableness. one where i somehow knew she was comfortable too. i think the kids call that being friends these days.
this girl is so amazingly hot

a poem, to my love:

oh coffee
sigh
how i love you
and your mysterious oily surface
what lies beneath?
no one can know
anyhow
its...
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bettietwoguns:
arrarrrr! rawrrr! you have one sexy forehead!
jasiri:
i think that you're right about crushes...such a strange land to enter with no visa...if i could i would climb to the top of a very sharp mountain peak and read words of wisdom to the wind, in the hope that it would return to me again as a breeze through my bedroom window...thanks for writing to me...i think that i've rarely felt as lonely as this site makes me feel...words on my screen directed at little ol' me were all i was really needing...thanks...and i second the motion about your forehead (even though i'm not sure which one it is ;> )...i'll have to look into salinger...

Wednesday Sep 04, 2002

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thats us




-man id like to kick juno right in the testicles about now. internet here is very annoying.
-i dont really like anyone in my family.
-i dont think ive ever convinced anyone of anything. i cant really think of a reason to try.
-tomorrow night i am going to see 2 'independant films' with the older lesbian who i probably wont ever be...
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bettietwoguns:
you must change your location, assface. i wish you were here so you could come to NYCurry. poop.

miss you.
bettietwoguns:
1. are you really that pale?

2. why did you go back there if you are now unhappy?

3. come back!

Monday Sep 02, 2002

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im just another empty head
and thats why im lonely.

oh joyous internet access, how ive missed you. its completely bizarre to sit still for months at a time and then cram all kinds of activity and obligitory visits into one week or less. just when i thought i was almost done messing with my crap and packing, things change. although i cant complain since...
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solisis:
my sentiments exactly. only i don't want to go back unless i can avoid the cellar i was kept in as a child... *twitch*

Wednesday Aug 28, 2002

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dont call it a come back!

i want to be cynical enough not to get tricked every 3 seconds but open enough that i can believe something is good when it is.
but it isnt.
its only a matter of time before you give up
i wonder how long i have. i can see it happening already
i wonder how it happened, to you. who...
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bettietwoguns:
I hope your move is smooth. Message me when you're settled.
febo:
god, why are you moving here to dtown?
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