im just another empty head
and thats why im lonely.
oh joyous internet access, how ive missed you. its completely bizarre to sit still for months at a time and then cram all kinds of activity and obligitory visits into one week or less. just when i thought i was almost done messing with my crap and packing, things change. although i cant complain since im getting a fairly good deal on a new(er) car from my pa. how exciting.
usually i like feeling like i have no home but this isnt fun. perhaps feeling good and spending time with my friend before leaving makes this seem worse. it has been about 2 weeks which means she doesnt really want to talk to me again. im not surprised, just whiney.
my inclination to constantly leave everything for something new is the desire of a child. maybe the desire of an adult is to go back. but you cant ever go back. ill never get back. its like that first hit of crack.
so ill go forward.
and thats why im lonely.
oh joyous internet access, how ive missed you. its completely bizarre to sit still for months at a time and then cram all kinds of activity and obligitory visits into one week or less. just when i thought i was almost done messing with my crap and packing, things change. although i cant complain since im getting a fairly good deal on a new(er) car from my pa. how exciting.
usually i like feeling like i have no home but this isnt fun. perhaps feeling good and spending time with my friend before leaving makes this seem worse. it has been about 2 weeks which means she doesnt really want to talk to me again. im not surprised, just whiney.
my inclination to constantly leave everything for something new is the desire of a child. maybe the desire of an adult is to go back. but you cant ever go back. ill never get back. its like that first hit of crack.
so ill go forward.
solisis:
my sentiments exactly. only i don't want to go back unless i can avoid the cellar i was kept in as a child... *twitch*