Heyo...
not much to report still feeling good about things... christmas... is.. anoying..
not much to report still feeling good about things... christmas... is.. anoying..
Ok... so i am reading Eckhart Tolle's book 'A New Earth'. And it is doing wonders for me, I've always been avoiding this type of spiritual book, one because i had tendency to critisize Oprah, and two because i associated alot of new age spirtual thinking with my sense of loss of my mother. Which I've been associating with for a long time (shes not...
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cosmacosmic:
Reading this made me happy. I am glad you are doing okay. It's nice to feel good for a change.
puffin:
*hugs*
thanks mister!
thanks mister!
Yeah so whats news? I put some new pharmseuticals into my brain now, and they seem to helping alot... so now the chemical cocktail i take to help get me through daily life is Epillem (valproate) which is a mood stabiliser, Effexor XS a pretty common anti depressant, and Respiridone (Respiridal) the anti psychotic. Im not sure what that makes my diagnosis, we never seem...
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gelth:
I'm talking to my counseller about meds soon. The counselling really helps for the day, and the few after it, but the rest of the week I feel like ass, and if I miss a session things get rough. I've only got a certain number of sessions too, so I really need something to help me consistently, at least for now.
Hope all is well my friend x
Hope all is well my friend x
cosmacosmic:
Don't you think that there is something special about the smell of a book store?
*sigh* I love it.
Good luck with your new meds. I hope they are working for you.
*sigh* I love it.
Good luck with your new meds. I hope they are working for you.
Enough of faux sexual virgin exploits. My therapists say i cant handle stress and that i should apply for 1 or 2 day a week jobs. But the only offers im getting through my employment agency are for traineeships. The choice is take it on and possibly fail, feel like crap but if i do I suppose i can from then on only apply for...
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cosmacosmic:
A job can be a good distraction from all the other shit going on in your life. I say go for it. But make sure it is something you actually enjoy doing.
Hi all,
I went out saturday but was designated driver so i only had one or two drinks. It was a goodnight hanging out with one my friends Kate and a couple of her other friends that were really nice. In the end Kate got pretty smashed and was giving everyone foot massages, while we were listening to music back at a friends house. I've...
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I went out saturday but was designated driver so i only had one or two drinks. It was a goodnight hanging out with one my friends Kate and a couple of her other friends that were really nice. In the end Kate got pretty smashed and was giving everyone foot massages, while we were listening to music back at a friends house. I've...
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I was born, starving, on the streets of Frankston
It felt much to me, as if I had been born alone, on the streets of Paris
I appeared parentless and without a home
A child in the night, but a red wine adolescent sleeping; in the mornings
And as I wandered the needle strewn shores of Kannanook Creek
I felt maybe I was cruising on...
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It felt much to me, as if I had been born alone, on the streets of Paris
I appeared parentless and without a home
A child in the night, but a red wine adolescent sleeping; in the mornings
And as I wandered the needle strewn shores of Kannanook Creek
I felt maybe I was cruising on...
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.The bottom of my ros
Is sweet with loneliness
When your 20 pounds heavy
tears come slow on asphalt eyes
Yesterdays scars turn pink on your skin
She is dressed in desire fabrics
swash buckled in glory
alcohol tinted eyes
I chase the hem of her skirt in circles
until I am dizzy
confused and breathing heavy
She is carried away on the wings
Of...
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Is sweet with loneliness
When your 20 pounds heavy
tears come slow on asphalt eyes
Yesterdays scars turn pink on your skin
She is dressed in desire fabrics
swash buckled in glory
alcohol tinted eyes
I chase the hem of her skirt in circles
until I am dizzy
confused and breathing heavy
She is carried away on the wings
Of...
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gelth:
Strangely beautiful. I'm not sure why I like this so much :s
I was looking for category: whinging... but i couldnt seem to locate it.
Experienced some pretty low mood. With my depression acting up also abit of paranoia. When i get this way my -putting-up-with-bullshit level goes way down and i end up abusing random people in chat for being "pretentious" "clicky" "ignoramouses". I have some good friends around me offline but they cant babysit me...
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puffin:
Well thanks, I hope so!
ikuto:
That's what's happening with me! I'm starting to get more books than I can read. It sucks more when I think I would enjoy a book only to find out after I've bough it that I don't..
Pretty annoyed with myself after partying hard for a friends birthday.. and smoking pot for the first time in 6 years. The plus side is im not going to go and buy some, i guess i dont have an addictive personality in that way.
Sometimes I hate being a schizophrenic or insomniac, at the end of night like that everyone passes out in your friends...
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Sometimes I hate being a schizophrenic or insomniac, at the end of night like that everyone passes out in your friends...
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asphalteyes:
Yeah I still had a good time... i always do hardcore reflection after a big night... its good to celebrate the birthday of a new friend... and thats what it was all about
gelth:
I haven't watched a decent foreign film for awhile now. A downside of not having tv reception or cable 
I do, however, own every Godzilla movie on my hard drive now
I think a marathon is in order!
I do, however, own every Godzilla movie on my hard drive now
I think a marathon is in order!Hey all,
Suffering from a severe lack of energy and bizarre dreams, all make life interesting.. Studying a very basic certificate in communtiy services atm. I have to battle my extreme laziness and procrastination to actually see something through for once, and get the work done. But really feel like taking the fetal position mostly. V card getting on my nerves today, extreme horniness and...
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Suffering from a severe lack of energy and bizarre dreams, all make life interesting.. Studying a very basic certificate in communtiy services atm. I have to battle my extreme laziness and procrastination to actually see something through for once, and get the work done. But really feel like taking the fetal position mostly. V card getting on my nerves today, extreme horniness and...
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