asphalteyes

Enough of faux sexual virgin exploits. My therapists say i cant handle stress and that i should apply for 1 or 2 day a week jobs. But the only offers im getting through my employment agency are for traineeships. The choice is take it on and possibly fail, feel like crap but if i do I suppose i can from then on only apply for...
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Hi all,

I went out saturday but was designated driver so i only had one or two drinks. It was a goodnight hanging out with one my friends Kate and a couple of her other friends that were really nice. In the end Kate got pretty smashed and was giving everyone foot massages, while we were listening to music back at a friends house. I've...
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I was born, starving, on the streets of Frankston
It felt much to me, as if I had been born alone, on the streets of Paris
I appeared parentless and without a home
A child in the night, but a red wine adolescent sleeping; in the mornings
And as I wandered the needle strewn shores of Kannanook Creek
I felt maybe I was cruising on...
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.The bottom of my ros

Is sweet with loneliness

When your 20 pounds heavy

tears come slow on asphalt eyes

Yesterdays scars turn pink on your skin



She is dressed in desire fabrics

swash buckled in glory

alcohol tinted eyes

I chase the hem of her skirt in circles

until I am dizzy

confused and breathing heavy

She is carried away on the wings

Of...
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I was looking for category: whinging... but i couldnt seem to locate it.

Experienced some pretty low mood. With my depression acting up also abit of paranoia. When i get this way my -putting-up-with-bullshit level goes way down and i end up abusing random people in chat for being "pretentious" "clicky" "ignoramouses". I have some good friends around me offline but they cant babysit me...
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Pretty annoyed with myself after partying hard for a friends birthday.. and smoking pot for the first time in 6 years. The plus side is im not going to go and buy some, i guess i dont have an addictive personality in that way.
Sometimes I hate being a schizophrenic or insomniac, at the end of night like that everyone passes out in your friends...
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Hey all,

Suffering from a severe lack of energy and bizarre dreams, all make life interesting.. Studying a very basic certificate in communtiy services atm. I have to battle my extreme laziness and procrastination to actually see something through for once, and get the work done. But really feel like taking the fetal position mostly. V card getting on my nerves today, extreme horniness and...
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Just a newbie, I've been scooting around SG looking at some photo sets, the girls are amazingly beautiful, and I've stopped into SG chat a few times. No friends yet, so if you feel slightly inclined request me, and maybe i should get my request on a few of you aswell.
One sentence that enscapulates me i think is: im the type of person you...
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Greetings..