aspartame

ahhh it's so nice to escape reality every once in a while...
home (and still hungover) from a wild stagette weekend in whistler with some of my fave girls...weekend was full of drinking, laffing, hot-tubbing, ruckass-causing goodness. we definitely left our mark (quite literally as the case may be)
stayed in the most incredible place and didn't want to ever leave...oh well only two days...
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Ode to a month

Over two years you took away:
My love
My heart
My mind
My strength
My happiness
My self confidence
My sanity
My joy
My trust
My faith
My dreams
My pride
My courage
My friends, family and home
My self respect
My smile
My life

In the last month i took away:
My pain
My misery
My fears
My anger
My...
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i have an urge to journalize....

~had an inpromptu visit to the mainland to keep my best friend company as she deals with her man being on the otherside of the world...poor thing is pretty torn up about it so we drank several bottles of wine to numb the pain...little to say there was no sleep and no progress made on the many school deadlines...
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well, traceelement tagged me, so here goes 20 umm interesting things about lil old me watch out you may be next...

1. i am called by my middle name, a family tradition that causes nothing but havoc
2. i am double jointed
3. i am 20 years older than my sister
4. i have a fear of squirrels
5. i have a crush on my...
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another song to sum up the day...alan parson project ~ eye in the sky

Don't think sorry's easily said
Don't cry, turn the tables instead
You've taken lots of chances before
But I ain't gonna give anymore
Don't ask me
That's how it goes
Cause part of me knows what you're thinkin'

Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your...
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feeling a bit all over the place so i am going to express myself with some lyrics from pink floyd...

~Where were you when I was burned and broken, while the days slipped from my window watching? Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless? Because the things you say and the things you do surround me.

While you were hanging yourself...
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i was told i was "so cute it is annoying..."


hmm ya that is great...i will get right on fixing that...

i miss going for long car rides with no desitation with my best friend and singing along to cheezy music while we get lost!

i really hate when people air guitar but i met someone who actually looks hot while doing it...what has happened...
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taking back control of my life!!!!

damn it feels good