i'm hungover, sleep deprived and my legs kill from dancing in new highheels....i LOVE going out! i needed that.
i have a new fear. i don't want to be old and have the life of a 25 year old...so i am determined to make a mess out of my life now and be good later
i watch the 'older' people at the bars, and there is no difference from the really young people...that scares me. i'm not saying i don't want to have fun when i eventually get over the hill, but i don't want to be reliving my teenage years then either...and i don't think its appropriate for men my fathers age to hit on me...
anyways, i'm sure this is just my brainless rambling but i think deep down it stems from that desire to have a stable secure happy life...whatever that means
i have a new fear. i don't want to be old and have the life of a 25 year old...so i am determined to make a mess out of my life now and be good later
i watch the 'older' people at the bars, and there is no difference from the really young people...that scares me. i'm not saying i don't want to have fun when i eventually get over the hill, but i don't want to be reliving my teenage years then either...and i don't think its appropriate for men my fathers age to hit on me...
anyways, i'm sure this is just my brainless rambling but i think deep down it stems from that desire to have a stable secure happy life...whatever that means
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the_product:
i think deucecaddy hit it on the head.
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thanks! yeah, Saida asked me to change my profile pic to that one so...i thought what the hell. time for a new one anyway
