Stepped away from a Smash Bros. game long enough to update. I am caused to wonder if I am living the life, then why do I, at various points in the day feel a sense of sadness. It is so odd to be with out some sort of seasonal thing to look forward to. I did full terms through school every year and graduated college early, but now I feel a certain lackluster to life with out the big heavy deadlines with a couple weeks off postceding.
Am I just the type of person that is never content to be still? Work keeps me plenty busy and I have to work at the coffee house on weekends till my work decides to give me a living wage. I suppose it just seems odd to have finally acheived one of my larger goals and have a career in games. Perhaps it is just the adjustment period to the whole '9-5' way of living (10-6 in my case 'cause mornings suck). Who can say? At times I am blissfully happy, and at others I am a little... unfulfilled?
This has begun to be a rambling with out point, so I will stop here and say to what ever adventure may be around the corner, "Hurry up!"
Am I just the type of person that is never content to be still? Work keeps me plenty busy and I have to work at the coffee house on weekends till my work decides to give me a living wage. I suppose it just seems odd to have finally acheived one of my larger goals and have a career in games. Perhaps it is just the adjustment period to the whole '9-5' way of living (10-6 in my case 'cause mornings suck). Who can say? At times I am blissfully happy, and at others I am a little... unfulfilled?
This has begun to be a rambling with out point, so I will stop here and say to what ever adventure may be around the corner, "Hurry up!"
Best of luck with the 10-6. Day jobs suck sometimes. I've been at mine for too many years, but at least I'm left time to write on the side.
& give my regards to Santa Cruz. I lived there for 4 years. Great town.