What a crap situation... This moment I'm living is so fucked up (not only because of what I'm going to write).
After being told by a friend that I couldn't go to her house (again) because she was going to travel with her boyfriend (again) on the weekend, I called to the studio where I get tattooed to make an appointment (I hope I wrote it the right way...My English sucks sometimes). One of the plans was that: we would go to the studio and I was going to make my third tattoo (she always goes with me). And the other plans: watch cool stuff and go out.
I felt really really really disapointed when she just cancelled the thing just after I told her I was feeling so bad that I needed something different with cool people or else I'd die... u.u
That same day, I was talking to other friend and explained the reason I was so upset and sad. And she offered herself to take me to the studio.
The problems:
- I still don't know if my money will be enough for the tattoo
- I don't know how to get there alone (it's another city)
- The fact that I dunno if the money will be enough, brings up another problem: I can't take a taxi (though, now, I'd sell my butt (oops) in order to get there and have my shoulder tattooed)
- These friends of mine, they kind of... hate each other...
So...:
*I feel bad.
*the first friend is upset with me. I hurt her... But she hurt me too (and she always complains when someone don't care about her feelings... It was her turn to care about mine - I've been through many things that wasn't very pleasant because of her). And now she told me she is REALLY not going with me, like I did something that will kill her and I'm a really bad person to her and don't deserve her being my friend.
*I hope my money is enough
*the second friend hasn't give me an answer if she's really going with me
*That's what I'm talking about when I say I'm completely alone.
Conclusion:
Guess I might have to sell my butt...
After being told by a friend that I couldn't go to her house (again) because she was going to travel with her boyfriend (again) on the weekend, I called to the studio where I get tattooed to make an appointment (I hope I wrote it the right way...My English sucks sometimes). One of the plans was that: we would go to the studio and I was going to make my third tattoo (she always goes with me). And the other plans: watch cool stuff and go out.
I felt really really really disapointed when she just cancelled the thing just after I told her I was feeling so bad that I needed something different with cool people or else I'd die... u.u
That same day, I was talking to other friend and explained the reason I was so upset and sad. And she offered herself to take me to the studio.
The problems:
- I still don't know if my money will be enough for the tattoo
- I don't know how to get there alone (it's another city)
- The fact that I dunno if the money will be enough, brings up another problem: I can't take a taxi (though, now, I'd sell my butt (oops) in order to get there and have my shoulder tattooed)
- These friends of mine, they kind of... hate each other...
So...:
*I feel bad.
*the first friend is upset with me. I hurt her... But she hurt me too (and she always complains when someone don't care about her feelings... It was her turn to care about mine - I've been through many things that wasn't very pleasant because of her). And now she told me she is REALLY not going with me, like I did something that will kill her and I'm a really bad person to her and don't deserve her being my friend.
*I hope my money is enough
*the second friend hasn't give me an answer if she's really going with me
*That's what I'm talking about when I say I'm completely alone.
Conclusion:
Guess I might have to sell my butt...
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Don't sell your ass for a tattoo. Just wait a couple of weeks to get the money. That's smart.