asilanne

Well Im up and out of bed, so yay to that!

Its been a hard few days, being sick and then yesterday I found out my Grandmother needs surgery. She went in this morning and they put her under cut her open and realize the two doctors disagree on which leg bone has the cancer in it. Nice! you think they could have settled that I dont know......yesterday!!!!!

My ex husband has been calling a lot and while I know he doesnt mean to hurt me when he does its just too much and too hard to deal with this soon.

And then last night I had a fight with a friend. I didnt mean it to be a fight in fact I thought it would be good. there were things that had to be said but it did turn in to a fight and while I think we are ok, Its pretty clear that we need a little space for awhile. And now I know I hurt someone I love and I dont think I even really got across what I needed to in a way that makes sense.

Well thats my vent, I dont normally...bitch about stuff on here but I just needed to get it off my chest.
Anything you need to purge?

thanks everybody for the get well wishes.