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Holy. Time needs to go by faster. I need it to be break now.

My best friend went to the hospital for depression and now might never come back to school.

My other two good friends here got threatened at knifepoint and when the school decided they didn't have enough proof of what happened and decided not to kick him out they decided to leave....
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Have you ever read the Marvelous Bob web story? Well it's not online anymore, but it was fantastic. I was thinking about it today and got depressed. Too bad Micheal Bruonauro felt the need to kill himself. If they ever put it back up you should read it.

-Anastasia

Je pense en francais, je parle en francais, et je reve en francais. J'etudie le francais dans l'ecole maintenant. J'aime le francais mais c'est trop. J'oublie que personne ne parler pas fraincais. Mes amis sont gene.

Je vais dormir....

-Anastasia

Never get in fight with drunk people. Ok so this guy who doesn't want to date me but likes to talk to me and likes to touch me has been confusing the hell out of me. It's been making me feel like shit. He's all insecure after a bad relationship and now he goes on about how basically his worst nightmare would be dating someone....
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New life rule: Make it for myself.

Life isn't going to happen if I just sit here and wait. I'm tired of being bored and feeling like crap. So I'm going to stop sitting around and worring. I'm going to just live.

-Anastasia

Advice
I've learned that guys know what they're talking about when you explain what other men have done to them. My friend Nathan told me that Adam's waffling about liking me and suchin' and makingout drunk equals using me. I guess I should just shun him or something. It's so hard to push someone away here. I just want friends if nothing more...

I wish...
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For a while now I've been questioning Adult Swim's choice of putting Astro Boy in their regular line up, but today I watched it for the first time and it seems very fitting. It's got a feel about it. It just works. I'm becoming a tinsy bit enchanted by it.

So after watching the goosebumps marathon for at least two good solid hours I have...
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I recently realized that all the boys I've dealt with lately try oddly hard to makeout/sleep with me, but none of them are at all interested in dating me. I guess this isn't lately, this is the past year.

So this guy decided at 2 am the other night to admit to me that he thinks I'm cute/hot/so forth. Then he's all if you want...
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So I'm up late tonight watching Dead and Breakfast and hanging out with my dog. And about 2 or so my friend Adam came online and asked me if he could tell me a secret. Well turns out that when I guessed he had been checking me out I was right.

Anyway. Now he wants to be makeout buddies. I'm not sure. He did drunkenly...
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Ever think that you're doing it wrong? All of it wrong. All the time I have the feeling that I should be doing something cool, something fun, something more fitting to me. And yet I keep doing the same things every day. I don't even know what I should be doing.

I don't know if it would be worse to have been doing something wrong...
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I dream of strangling my roommate. Is that normal? Any time I bring up something she doesn't feel like talking about she patronizes me and calls me a bitch. I'm sorry if I don't like rotting banana's in my garbage.

I have to go 3rd floor Tarr is attacking us...again.

-anastasia

I've decided to stop insulting people. It doesn't ever do me any good, make anyone feel better, and is rarely the truth. So I'm still allowing myself to tell the truth, but not to blindly say things. I want to be able to be proud of what I say. I may say cruel things at times, but at least it will always be true.

Here's...
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