I have had to wear a heart monitor all day yesterday and until 2:30 today. My doctor said she thinks I might have a heart murmur so she wanted me to do this, and get an ECHO (heart sonogram) done. This all started when I was having allot of pressure in my chest for days and I thought that I might be having heart trouble, but it turned out to be Acid Reflux. I swear to you, I thought I was dying. It was so bad that I couldn't eat anything. So heart burn was the LAST thing I thought it was.
Anyhow, the little sticky things itch like hell. I really just want to rip them off. I had to sleep on my back all night so that the pointy sides of the little sticky things wouldn't dig into my skin, so now my neck hurts like hell. They said I couldn't shower for the entire 24hours, and ever since I got home from the doctors office, I have been trying to find ways that I might be able to take one. It's amazing how when you are told "not" to do something just how much you wanna do it. I'm dying here!
Anyway, today is Friday, I'm hanging out with Josh, and were gonna do some writing together. Man I haven't written anything for a long time now. I've been in a really weird holding pattern for about a year or so now. Going to work, coming home, rinse and repeat. I really needed something to remind me that I'm not just this corporate workhorse, or some depressed house wife. I'm only 23; my life SHOULD NOT be this boring. So, that's where SG comes in.
Ok, I gotta go I’m hungry. Here is a pic of those nasty little "nodes" they stuck on me:
[Edited to add:]
Here are some more pics:
This is the monitor, you can see all the wires:
Here are more sticky things, you can see the nasty adhesive:
Here is the last one, along wtih nasty adhesive:
Anyhow, the little sticky things itch like hell. I really just want to rip them off. I had to sleep on my back all night so that the pointy sides of the little sticky things wouldn't dig into my skin, so now my neck hurts like hell. They said I couldn't shower for the entire 24hours, and ever since I got home from the doctors office, I have been trying to find ways that I might be able to take one. It's amazing how when you are told "not" to do something just how much you wanna do it. I'm dying here!
Anyway, today is Friday, I'm hanging out with Josh, and were gonna do some writing together. Man I haven't written anything for a long time now. I've been in a really weird holding pattern for about a year or so now. Going to work, coming home, rinse and repeat. I really needed something to remind me that I'm not just this corporate workhorse, or some depressed house wife. I'm only 23; my life SHOULD NOT be this boring. So, that's where SG comes in.
Ok, I gotta go I’m hungry. Here is a pic of those nasty little "nodes" they stuck on me:
[Edited to add:]
Here are some more pics:
This is the monitor, you can see all the wires:
Here are more sticky things, you can see the nasty adhesive:
Here is the last one, along wtih nasty adhesive:
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Truth told, I'd like to see you period but beyond that.
Thank you for the add and welcome to the train. You're mentioned in my latest journal and shit but I figured a comment here would do as well.
I sorry bout your heart. That makes two folk in Maryland that I know who are sick now. Mabye my issue is that I'm just not down with people here....and moving needs to become an option again....
Later.