I guess I am updating again.
I have nothing better to do.
so he isn't moving here, because we broke up. funny how things can go from good to bad so quickly. With me I guess it is to be expected. Or so I'm told.
I am giving up on this because for once in our relationship I realize that I have pushed him too far and he doesn't care anymore. Maybe I just need to focus on things that are better for me. I know I have said this before, but this time I mean it. I can't find anyone who is right for me so maybe if I stop looking, they will find me? Wishful thinking...
Yesterday I was so pissed I just threw things. I wanted to get in my car and drive, drive to where? I didn't have a destination but it feels good to run away from things. Maybe if I don't think about it, it won't bother me as much.
help.
</3 ashley
I have nothing better to do.
so he isn't moving here, because we broke up. funny how things can go from good to bad so quickly. With me I guess it is to be expected. Or so I'm told.
I am giving up on this because for once in our relationship I realize that I have pushed him too far and he doesn't care anymore. Maybe I just need to focus on things that are better for me. I know I have said this before, but this time I mean it. I can't find anyone who is right for me so maybe if I stop looking, they will find me? Wishful thinking...
Yesterday I was so pissed I just threw things. I wanted to get in my car and drive, drive to where? I didn't have a destination but it feels good to run away from things. Maybe if I don't think about it, it won't bother me as much.
help.
</3 ashley
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maxk:
Sorry to hear about the breakup.
affy:
Sorry to hear about it, but I just got out of a relationship too, and the best thing to do is realize youre better off, and get happy! Im not gonna say all guys are the devil, its not true (although its hard to believe). Sometimes its good to just be a girl on your own. Be strong!