soooooo im now off the market(no im not married u idoit!). i finally have a boyfriend 
its kinda odd tho to have a boyfriend again....very odd 
the weird way we meet was on my space...he called... i went to his house...err around were he lives at least... gave him a blow job and left... yea i kno ima slut sometimes. well he called me a few weeks ago and jus started talkin to me and i told him i was single and i didn't want sex anymore and i was kinda sick of it and said i only wanted a relationship with someone.... then he asked me out... it was weird. he says im hot and sweet(weird) and im guessin he likes me alot.
the reason y i find all this weird is kuz im really not used to people sayin im beautiful and sexy and "hot" and i think im like the uglyest person ever because of my weight... i mean if i was a guy, i would never fuck me in a million years or kiss me or have anything to do with me.... i guess its kuz you're your worst critic.
i was gonna go to his house last night but no... i had to have on of my melt downs kuz i was afraid that he'd judge me kuz im fat... i told him and he said he would never judge me and he thinks im cute and sexy. i got off the fone with him, went in the other room with my mom and cried for about an hour.
tonight im goin over there no matter what... i really miss him.
i have this new soap that smells like him and i keep sniffin my arm every 2 secounds... is that weird??
yes i kno i used to word weird about a zillion times
weird weird weird weird weird
its kinda odd tho to have a boyfriend again....very odd
the weird way we meet was on my space...he called... i went to his house...err around were he lives at least... gave him a blow job and left... yea i kno ima slut sometimes. well he called me a few weeks ago and jus started talkin to me and i told him i was single and i didn't want sex anymore and i was kinda sick of it and said i only wanted a relationship with someone.... then he asked me out... it was weird. he says im hot and sweet(weird) and im guessin he likes me alot.
the reason y i find all this weird is kuz im really not used to people sayin im beautiful and sexy and "hot" and i think im like the uglyest person ever because of my weight... i mean if i was a guy, i would never fuck me in a million years or kiss me or have anything to do with me.... i guess its kuz you're your worst critic.
i was gonna go to his house last night but no... i had to have on of my melt downs kuz i was afraid that he'd judge me kuz im fat... i told him and he said he would never judge me and he thinks im cute and sexy. i got off the fone with him, went in the other room with my mom and cried for about an hour.
tonight im goin over there no matter what... i really miss him.
i have this new soap that smells like him and i keep sniffin my arm every 2 secounds... is that weird??
yes i kno i used to word weird about a zillion times
weird weird weird weird weird