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today is my moms b-day! i was gonna make her a vegan cake and tell her it was a reg cake but she has this gross peanutbutter cake stuff she wants me to make. oh well... i'll make it anyways.

heres an update on the whole nathan thing. a few days ago i found out he got into a car crash and he fucked up his car. yesterday i said id come over if i could but i didn't have any gas in the pece of shit van. tonight i was gonna get gas money from my mom and go over there and get some ass from him. i told him i was able to come. don't get me wrong i wasn't jus gonna go over there if he didn't want me to, he really wanted me to come. so i was talkin to him on yahoo about it and then all of a sudden he signs off.... so i text him and he didn't say anything about me comin over jus sayin hed call me in a few and that was almost an hour ago.... im almost gettin the thought that he doesn't want me to come over. i really don't get it.... maybe he has a girlfriend? if anyone reads this can u please tell me what im doin wrong... i like the guy but it seems like he doesn't want anything to do with me but fone sex and texting back n forth and talkin on yahoo.... this makes me so sad