share share share open book even if the book is burnt or trashed or you wish it to be gone at last I need inspire I need a song .. these words have been inside me all along just trying to find a way out how about I type not write show my soul to all the blind and well people who hate but Its just me I made some mistakes im human and alive . so all I can do is try to stay alive .
Diary diary what will I tell you today . Im lost im surrounded by myself and my own thoughts of defeat that I live with day in and day out . Wondering where I went wrong why I do wrong and what the next wrong decision will be... things go up and things go down . Everything goes all the way around in good time in my rhyme my rhythm. things disappear come back trains whistle past and then I look up and see your eyes smiling at me . as long as I sit and I think I can make you believe in me and where do I go only God knows where do I hide I cant while im alive . kicking and screaming whats the fucking meaning this is where I vent I find a place to get bent and torn and im for warning you im nuts crazy as can be lost all my sanity .in sane maybe trapped in a game maybe lost at sea who would believe me .>? music and songs ive been d=oing this wrong all along . im stuck at 13 back when I knew everything you cant tell me where to go I wrote the map I thought you know ywhat fuck im still stuck . thirty and lost like a story book with out the ever after . another chapter . just find the right words and ill be sure to remember this time each one and maybe youll remember me as being fun and happy and neat and nice and why don't the stars aliighn tonight ? wheres the moon have I done something to offend you will you stay . if the rain in my soul goes away will you hang out with me one more day . ill learn about you and ill speak of me youll see smiles and laughs and in one big blast happiness will find us at last .
Diary diary what will I tell you today . Im lost im surrounded by myself and my own thoughts of defeat that I live with day in and day out . Wondering where I went wrong why I do wrong and what the next wrong decision will be... things go up and things go down . Everything goes all the way around in good time in my rhyme my rhythm. things disappear come back trains whistle past and then I look up and see your eyes smiling at me . as long as I sit and I think I can make you believe in me and where do I go only God knows where do I hide I cant while im alive . kicking and screaming whats the fucking meaning this is where I vent I find a place to get bent and torn and im for warning you im nuts crazy as can be lost all my sanity .in sane maybe trapped in a game maybe lost at sea who would believe me .>? music and songs ive been d=oing this wrong all along . im stuck at 13 back when I knew everything you cant tell me where to go I wrote the map I thought you know ywhat fuck im still stuck . thirty and lost like a story book with out the ever after . another chapter . just find the right words and ill be sure to remember this time each one and maybe youll remember me as being fun and happy and neat and nice and why don't the stars aliighn tonight ? wheres the moon have I done something to offend you will you stay . if the rain in my soul goes away will you hang out with me one more day . ill learn about you and ill speak of me youll see smiles and laughs and in one big blast happiness will find us at last .