ashertorn

ok so here is the scoop. the baby mommy isn't talking to me for some reason. i suspect it's cause i just want to be friends and the best parents we can be without being a couple. i'm not getting together with someone just because we are having a baby. i'll be a good dad. i will help raise my child. i will provide and protect. i will not marry or live with someone i am not in love with just because. i think she wanted me to take care of her to. not happenin'. (i also have suspicions that i am not the father because of that fact. she just wants someone to pay her way through life.) anyway, the last word i received was that she was having "complications" and that i don't have to worry about anything anymore. paraphrased of course but that is the gist. i was very accommodating, i was willing to pay for almost everything. i still think it was a ploy to extort money from me though. we'll see how the rest of the drama plays out.

on a better note, i am going to see my new nephew for the 4th of july weekend. i'm excited. he is the 1st boy in the familly since me!!! YAY!!! he doesn't have my last name but he is still a boy in the family. hahaha i'm super stoked.

i'm also getting some new ink when i get back. hope is going on my right forearm and imagination will be on my left. haven't finished the imagination graphic yet. needs to be cleaned up some more. let me know what you guys think!! i'm interested in all opinions and or ideas. they are the same font as the tattoo on my ribs though i have cleaned it up a little bit due to the fact i am getting it much MUCH smaller. LOL (i'm pretty stoked about the new ink too btw!!! )