ashen_crib

indescribable.

but i'll try anyways.
i just spent the most amazing eye-opening week with nicole. her ghost is still here. unwilling to leave. insistant that my walls (my skin) become her new haunting grounds. when i look upon my surroundings, all i can see are her marks. invisible tracers that pulse through brick, cloth, and meat to touch me in memory. oh how could i but dream of you sweet?
and i am smitten kitten. i've been reduced to our snicker-snacker language. i've planted heaven in your lips and cannot wait for those pearly gates to shine and welcome me back into their folds.
for you anything. for i am yours. and you are mine.
the lives we will destroy and create together. the fantasies and standards that we will acknowledge and astonish. the pure moment of our two black holes vortexing into the nether-verses of our souls. wow. fucking wow.
i miss you already. this ghost is nothing more than a sad shade through which all familiar things are made strange.
come back to me.

come back to me.

your lil princess.
britney

your daddy.
brian

your comic-book sidekick.
soulczar

yours in spirit
mmeeeeiiihhhrrrrr