tonight i bade my mother land goodbye. a lonesome soliloquy of praise and parting. walking around the mall, the spirits of greek legends taking my heart to heroic monologues i paced and confessed epic tales of love and adventure.
i love you. in your arms i become warrior and poet simultaneously. the lion that rapes you with red marks of desire. i forever wish to...
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i love you. in your arms i become warrior and poet simultaneously. the lion that rapes you with red marks of desire. i forever wish to...
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starisea:
This is beautiful. Love makes you the slave and master all in one. I smile for you. 
emilyjay:
I love this 
it's good being daddy.
so i'm not seeing my baby till memorial day weekend!! ACK!! i'll make it i'll make it.
lately i've been having crazy ideas. nicole is such an eclectic muse. marketing ideas, music, poetry, businesses, books, etc etc etc. i want to change the world. wow. i'm so crazy!!! thank you for making me lose my mind hun.
one idea that i...
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so i'm not seeing my baby till memorial day weekend!! ACK!! i'll make it i'll make it.
lately i've been having crazy ideas. nicole is such an eclectic muse. marketing ideas, music, poetry, businesses, books, etc etc etc. i want to change the world. wow. i'm so crazy!!! thank you for making me lose my mind hun.
one idea that i...
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rottenart:
being a dad is the best thing that ever happened to me. cheers, brotha.
thanks for the compliments.
thanks for the compliments.
jora:
Baby, go join the Group called Dynamic Duos. It's for SG couples, which we now are. 
so i'm headed back out to see my baby next friday. W00T! it's so amazingly beautiful out in the bay area (i'm so in love) and she is the perfect person to do EVERYTHING (or everyone) with. ehehehe.
i used to have qualms about spending money for travel but no longer. that weekend proved and disproved so many things for me that i am a...
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i used to have qualms about spending money for travel but no longer. that weekend proved and disproved so many things for me that i am a...
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knine:
aint it just great to be smitten heh
meihr
3 more days till i see my beautiful mommie. awwww. she is going to take me to task and teach me how pain can be turned into pleasure. such patience! i hope all of our dreams cum true this weekend. wow. san jose. here i am. do with me as you would.
3 more days till i see my beautiful mommie. awwww. she is going to take me to task and teach me how pain can be turned into pleasure. such patience! i hope all of our dreams cum true this weekend. wow. san jose. here i am. do with me as you would.
jora:
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ok so yesterday i think i had an anxiety attack. or something. i'm not entirely sure. it's just all the stress of not having any money, not having a car, not having the common sense to think first, and not having my baby here. they all ganged up on me. more like i ganged up on myself.
i called nicole and she patiently listened and...
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i called nicole and she patiently listened and...
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jora:
It's official....update your journal!
I know that you have things to say, sweet writer o' mine.
I know that you have things to say, sweet writer o' mine.
jora:
Here's what the astrologers think about us. Hmm. Were they listening to our conversation today? It seems that the stars know us as well as we know each other, my Love.
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When Sagittarius and Aquarius join together in a love match, Aquarian ideals and Sagittarian knowledge combine to make them a creative and unique couple. This partnership is uninhibited, and while it can get competitive with these two, there's never a dull moment! Underneath any romantic overtone, there exists a great friendship; their Signs are two apart and this tends to give them an ability to communicate well as well as an excellent rapport. Both are idealistic and excited about life, and together they enjoy great times. Together, the two can fly without fear of falling.
Many Sagittarius-Aquarius relationships enjoy the feeling of mutual admiration. Sagittarius is attracted to Aquarius's individuality, vision and creative capacity. Aquarius admires Sagittarian excellence and initiative -- Sagittarius is always coming up new ideas, but they aren't always able to carry them out the way Aquarius can. Both Signs relish their independence, and there aren't many conflicts because each understands this about the other. At times, Sagittarius may seem too selfish for Aquarius, who in turn may be too out-there for their Sagittarian partner. As long as they communicate their happiness about the relationship, they will overcome any bumps in the road, major or minor.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter and Aquarius is ruled by the Planets Saturn and Uranus. These three Planets form a sort of cycle that typifies the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship, especially their ability to see eye-to-eye. Uranus is the Planet of new ideas and creativity; it's from this Planet that Aquarius gets its grandiose ideas. Then Jupiter steps in with its influences toward higher learning, expansion and abundance. Finally Saturn keeps the process going to completion, following up after Uranus's inspiration has been exhausted and Jupiter's energy moves on to new things.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and keeps it going much in the same way that Aquarius can inspire Sagittarius to make great leaps. Sagittarius can keep up with the Water Bearer's tendency to engage in experiments based on futuristic ideas. When they come together, they are an innovative, inventive team! Aquarius and Sagittarius use intellect and a sense of adventure to gain new experiences -- each fosters creativity in the other. Both Signs have a wide variety of interests, and Sagittarius's need to get in on the action gives them ease with which to put the plans of the idea-generating Aquarius into action.
Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Sag rolls with the punches and is happy to stop what they are doing to tend to other matters. Aquarius is slightly less adjustable, more into sustaining a project already in progress as long as they are passionate about its completion. Aquarius can help situate and resolve issues rather than jumping blindly into new ones, whereas Sagittarius is happy to drift from one subject to the next as the mood takes them. They are both loyal and devoted to one another, and they can get past a lot together.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship? It's their ability to resolve difficult issues when they put their hearts in the matter. Mutable Fire and Fixed Air cover all the bases: These partners can stick with an idea once it's firmly implanted. Their formidable combination makes theirs a relationship of outward motion as well as inward depth.
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When Sagittarius and Aquarius join together in a love match, Aquarian ideals and Sagittarian knowledge combine to make them a creative and unique couple. This partnership is uninhibited, and while it can get competitive with these two, there's never a dull moment! Underneath any romantic overtone, there exists a great friendship; their Signs are two apart and this tends to give them an ability to communicate well as well as an excellent rapport. Both are idealistic and excited about life, and together they enjoy great times. Together, the two can fly without fear of falling.
Many Sagittarius-Aquarius relationships enjoy the feeling of mutual admiration. Sagittarius is attracted to Aquarius's individuality, vision and creative capacity. Aquarius admires Sagittarian excellence and initiative -- Sagittarius is always coming up new ideas, but they aren't always able to carry them out the way Aquarius can. Both Signs relish their independence, and there aren't many conflicts because each understands this about the other. At times, Sagittarius may seem too selfish for Aquarius, who in turn may be too out-there for their Sagittarian partner. As long as they communicate their happiness about the relationship, they will overcome any bumps in the road, major or minor.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter and Aquarius is ruled by the Planets Saturn and Uranus. These three Planets form a sort of cycle that typifies the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship, especially their ability to see eye-to-eye. Uranus is the Planet of new ideas and creativity; it's from this Planet that Aquarius gets its grandiose ideas. Then Jupiter steps in with its influences toward higher learning, expansion and abundance. Finally Saturn keeps the process going to completion, following up after Uranus's inspiration has been exhausted and Jupiter's energy moves on to new things.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and keeps it going much in the same way that Aquarius can inspire Sagittarius to make great leaps. Sagittarius can keep up with the Water Bearer's tendency to engage in experiments based on futuristic ideas. When they come together, they are an innovative, inventive team! Aquarius and Sagittarius use intellect and a sense of adventure to gain new experiences -- each fosters creativity in the other. Both Signs have a wide variety of interests, and Sagittarius's need to get in on the action gives them ease with which to put the plans of the idea-generating Aquarius into action.
Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Sag rolls with the punches and is happy to stop what they are doing to tend to other matters. Aquarius is slightly less adjustable, more into sustaining a project already in progress as long as they are passionate about its completion. Aquarius can help situate and resolve issues rather than jumping blindly into new ones, whereas Sagittarius is happy to drift from one subject to the next as the mood takes them. They are both loyal and devoted to one another, and they can get past a lot together.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship? It's their ability to resolve difficult issues when they put their hearts in the matter. Mutable Fire and Fixed Air cover all the bases: These partners can stick with an idea once it's firmly implanted. Their formidable combination makes theirs a relationship of outward motion as well as inward depth.
phoenix duststorms do make me most desirous.
oh yes. and spiritual. within the whirling devils i am at my apex. i feel the godhood within my chakra-corridor pulse in a white shaft of connected energy. it is truly a time to let every wall graffitied with "SELF IMAGE" breakdance the berlin till all that's swirlin around me is particulates that help me articulate how i'm...
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oh yes. and spiritual. within the whirling devils i am at my apex. i feel the godhood within my chakra-corridor pulse in a white shaft of connected energy. it is truly a time to let every wall graffitied with "SELF IMAGE" breakdance the berlin till all that's swirlin around me is particulates that help me articulate how i'm...
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weirdness.
i totally saw nicole on the bus today. same curvy body, same shoulder length red hair, wearing a golf-cap like mine.
but two tip offs that it wasn't her.
1.) wearing a skirt
2.) no tats.
besides the fact that it wasn't her. but damn if it wasn't her twin.
shit baby. you're sicking your clones on me AREN'T YOU!!!!!
hehe. i know you...
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i totally saw nicole on the bus today. same curvy body, same shoulder length red hair, wearing a golf-cap like mine.
but two tip offs that it wasn't her.
1.) wearing a skirt
2.) no tats.
besides the fact that it wasn't her. but damn if it wasn't her twin.
shit baby. you're sicking your clones on me AREN'T YOU!!!!!
hehe. i know you...
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jora:
Hmmm. How do you really know that I'm not? This could be your "Clone War". Or maybe my soul is visiting you in during my sleep...a little out of body action? That is highly likely since all I do is wish to be with you again. All but my physical aspects are there with you already. It would follow that I'd manifest to you somehow.
Still miss you, my Precious Baby.
(eww, so sickening! LOL).
Still miss you, my Precious Baby.
(eww, so sickening! LOL).
jora:
Missing you now..... Mer..... 
indescribable.
but i'll try anyways.
i just spent the most amazing eye-opening week with nicole. her ghost is still here. unwilling to leave. insistant that my walls (my skin) become her new haunting grounds. when i look upon my surroundings, all i can see are her marks. invisible tracers that pulse through brick, cloth, and meat to touch me in memory. oh how could i...
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but i'll try anyways.
i just spent the most amazing eye-opening week with nicole. her ghost is still here. unwilling to leave. insistant that my walls (my skin) become her new haunting grounds. when i look upon my surroundings, all i can see are her marks. invisible tracers that pulse through brick, cloth, and meat to touch me in memory. oh how could i...
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jora:
kisses, kisses, kisses....
that is amazing.
i miss you so much!
meeihr!!!!!!!!!!
that is amazing.
i miss you so much!
meeihr!!!!!!!!!!
toe got ripped off ok. lots of pain. oh well. that's what i get for putting it off for two years. lots of pain. but it's already better. i'm hanging out with jon...playing piano. that's a painreliever right there. my baby is busy getting ready to fly over.
man i'm excited about that. i'm so happy to have a clean apartment here for her. it's...
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man i'm excited about that. i'm so happy to have a clean apartment here for her. it's...
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jora:
Oh my...16 hours! I am still doing stuff and it's late. My eye is acting up again, so I broke out the ice. It's starting to really piss me off. I am going to wash out my hair and go to sleep. I still have to finish packing tomorrow and finish a small amount of cleaning. And.... I didn't get to do my nails so there's that too. Grrrr. 
I have no one to blame but myself. I hate that.
Oh my...16 hours! I am still doing stuff and it's late. My eye is acting up again, so I broke out the ice. It's starting to really piss me off. I am going to wash out my hair and go to sleep. I still have to finish packing tomorrow and finish a small amount of cleaning. And.... I didn't get to do my nails so there's that too. Grrrr. I have no one to blame but myself. I hate that.
the 2nd update.
things are starting to fall back into place. it's strange to see my submissive and dominant sides grow simultaneously. i've felt more comfortable being unsure of who i am and what i want then i have for years. wonders. it's amazing to be listened to and to have a worthy cause to lend my own ear to. my friends are amazing. the...
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things are starting to fall back into place. it's strange to see my submissive and dominant sides grow simultaneously. i've felt more comfortable being unsure of who i am and what i want then i have for years. wonders. it's amazing to be listened to and to have a worthy cause to lend my own ear to. my friends are amazing. the...
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jora:
Grr. Update requested. When you're done cleaning, of course.
jora:
I miss you. I'm having a difficult time concentrating on work. I am leaving early today at 2pm. Yay. So, I can finish things before Mandi comes over.
Long live the Land of Toe!!!!
Long live the Land of Toe!!!!
well. i'm back from the dead. many things are resolving and dissolving into the newly made past, leaving me here in infant skin ready to take in the wonders of uncharted oceans.
well. some things never change.
and yes i'll admit it. i've missed this place.
well. some things never change.
and yes i'll admit it. i've missed this place.
jora:
My boyfriend's back, so you're gonna be in trouble....
Yay!
Yay!
amadio:
Sounds like you've been on SG before, but before you can enter the BDSM forum, we'ld like to see a larger comments history in the groups you already belong to. Feel free to re-apply in the future.