So its been three weeks of bull shitting and ass dragging to get these peer interviews out of the way and now that they are finally done somehow the last paper I need for my file, the last peer interview tally, has gone missing. What the fuck do I need to do to get this thing done?!?! JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING JOB!! We're losing four more full timers within the next month and a half, and I'm more than willing to work my ass off to pick up the slack. I even paid out of pocket to get my ACLS certification. (Advanced Cardiac Life Support. Basically, if you've ever seen a "Code Blue" on tv where the fake doctors are shocking fake rhythms and pushing drugs trying to bring patients back...yeah, I know how to do that.) The worst is not knowing. Either tell me I have the job or tell me I don't so I can start looking elsewhere.
Also....not happy with how things are going right now. FINALLY not arguing and fighting all the time and breaking up every few months, but still just irritated by the selfish, princess attitude and the shady, closed off bull shit. Its not worth it, and it hasn't been for awhile. And you want to move in together?? A year and a half max and I'm hitting up the southwest, specifically Cali and Arizona, while travel nursing. We're probably not going to last the month, much less a year for me to get the required experience, and the only way to make it worse would be to have to deal with the bull shit 24/7 and have no personal space to go home to.
If something doesn't make you happy then stop doing it....but how do you end it?
Also....not happy with how things are going right now. FINALLY not arguing and fighting all the time and breaking up every few months, but still just irritated by the selfish, princess attitude and the shady, closed off bull shit. Its not worth it, and it hasn't been for awhile. And you want to move in together?? A year and a half max and I'm hitting up the southwest, specifically Cali and Arizona, while travel nursing. We're probably not going to last the month, much less a year for me to get the required experience, and the only way to make it worse would be to have to deal with the bull shit 24/7 and have no personal space to go home to.
If something doesn't make you happy then stop doing it....but how do you end it?