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I've been cleaning up and going through junk here in the "middle room". The closet has become a perpetual storeage unit that things got shoved into boxes and forgotten when I moved in here. I've been looking for some old stuff, books and what not, so I figured it was time to dig into that closet.

Low and behold I found something by far better...
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So another year has passed. It was a total fucking shit one. I closed it out how I opened it. In the emergency room. Only this time, I was there for moral support and the situaiton was by far worse. I landed myself in the e.r on NYE last year due to migranes. My best friend Michelle, she lost her baby this year. My heart...
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Some one please explain to me why the hell a guy would continue to only date girls that are total fucking bitches that always have him making this face that makes my heart break. I would give him the world. Why can't he get that?

All I ever did was love you. All you ever did was break my heart over and over and over again. But I will keep letting you. I can't say no to you.

I'm freaking out. My guitar boy is back in town on Thursday. I missed his last gig because my id was screwed up and I'd never been to that particular club before. But I got a new one so I can definatly get in.

But I'm kinda panicing. I haven't seen him in four years. The last time didn't end on bad terms really. It...
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One of the things I had the pleasure of doing while I was visiting my friend in Little Rock

"My President's black, Ashley,"

That was the text I got from my best friend Dana after the election polls were closed and Obama was announced as president. Why is it such a big deal to me? Because of how much it means to her. Maybe you guessed it, but, yeah, she's black.

I can't really understand what its like for her. I just wish her...
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I am such a fucking girl. ugh. okay so this dude that I kinda had this off and on again thing with a few years back, yeah, his band is playing in Tyler. I want to go. But I don't know I feel kinda weird and I'm trying my damnest to get past it. But he still makes me feel like that little girl I...
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So, I'm trying to find a job. Why you ask. Because time has come for me to move on and be on my own. Its been a long time coming, but basically the only reason that I've stuck it out for so long is the money. Can't seem to get a job that will pay me more then six bucks an hour, but in the...
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