ash67

I need a fucking band. I've got all these songs I've written and all these rhythems in my head all the time and no one to share with. I mean all that I've ever want to do since I could form music and understand it was be a front woman of some sort. Music is probably one of my biggest passion. Just making something out of nothing and making it be art is fucking amazing to me.

And this job I have now is killing me. Don't get me wrong, its not difficult or anything, but its one of those that tries to kill individuality and make you into this fucking yes man. That will never be me, and that's why I have such problems with it all the time. But thus far it has been the only place to take me.

Guess its because I'm not one of those dumb plastic and acrillic girls. I have a mind and that means that as a person of the female perswasion, I am not proper. People don't believe it when I talk about it, but I know its there. I've had to deal with it for my whole life.