Well ... I dont know what to say right now. Thank you ... everyone who donated to try to save my cat. It simply isnt enough. Its ... no where near enough. I really truely appreciate all the help my friends have offered. Its very touching.
I dont know what will happen now. I think he will probably die without the surgery and Im so scared. I dont want it to be painful and I am now wondering if I should just have him put to sleep so he can die peacefully.
I dont understand this fucked up world anymore. I dont believe in fucking karma, I doubt I am this bad of a person for all this bullshit to come crashing down on me like it has been. I just thought ... oh whatever, I dont know what I thought. I just assumed that ... if everyone pitched in 2 dollars that Id have enough to save him.
The paypal account is under coderabies@yahoo.com .. I will try one more time.
Im so tired of ppl having to come to my rescue all the goddamn time. I want to do everything MYSELF. I want to be able to "make it". I am constantly humbled, everyday, by the fact that I just cant ever seem to get it together.
I dont know what will happen now. I think he will probably die without the surgery and Im so scared. I dont want it to be painful and I am now wondering if I should just have him put to sleep so he can die peacefully.
I dont understand this fucked up world anymore. I dont believe in fucking karma, I doubt I am this bad of a person for all this bullshit to come crashing down on me like it has been. I just thought ... oh whatever, I dont know what I thought. I just assumed that ... if everyone pitched in 2 dollars that Id have enough to save him.
The paypal account is under coderabies@yahoo.com .. I will try one more time.
Im so tired of ppl having to come to my rescue all the goddamn time. I want to do everything MYSELF. I want to be able to "make it". I am constantly humbled, everyday, by the fact that I just cant ever seem to get it together.
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just wondering how you and your kitty were doing