Well happy new years everybody. This year is gonna be my year. I say that every year, but one of these years it will be correct.
These last few days I have been thinking ... a LOT. I am a very competitive person. I think a lot of women are. I am tired of being "the jack of all trades, master of none" I just want to be the best at SOMETHING. I take my modeling pretty seriously, but it always seems like theres someone better than me, prettier than me, younger than me and much more desirable. Thats the way it always is, evidently. There is always someone better.
Well I say fuck it. Im gonna be the best. Im on my way starting NOW. Im dedicating my time to improving myself and any time spent NOT improving myself or reaching my goals is wasted time.
Ive made a list of my goals and also listed ways to MAKE MY DREAMS HAPPEN. Thats my new years resolution ... to make shit happen.
First off, I want to set up a paypal account for donations to save my cat. I dont have a bank account and I think u need one to setup a paypal thingy. If anyone knows how to set one up, could u help a nigga out? pretty pleeeease
Secondly, I really need to find other girls that live nearby that are the same size as I am and wear similar clothes. Its expensive to buy new wardrobes for modeling and photographers HATE when u always wear the same old shit. So I neeeed to find other girls to work out deals with, you can borrow THIS if I can borrow THAT .. and so on.
Third, I guess I should work harder on finding a REAL job. Modeling season is out because of the cold and work is slow right now. I need steady income like WOAH.
Im tired of being jealous of "that girl's" portfolio. Ive decided that I am just not trying HARD ENOUGH. I need to travel more and submit more photos to magazines. Things just dont happen, u have to MAKE THEM HAPPEN.
Sometimes I feel like I waste too much time in the wrong places.
I WILL DOMINATE 2005!!!!!!!!!!!
QUESTIONS!!!
~What are you the master of? (what are u good at?)
~What are u going to do this year? (resolutions)
~Which sets do u think were the best in 2004?
My votes are ...
God I love this site.
These last few days I have been thinking ... a LOT. I am a very competitive person. I think a lot of women are. I am tired of being "the jack of all trades, master of none" I just want to be the best at SOMETHING. I take my modeling pretty seriously, but it always seems like theres someone better than me, prettier than me, younger than me and much more desirable. Thats the way it always is, evidently. There is always someone better.
Well I say fuck it. Im gonna be the best. Im on my way starting NOW. Im dedicating my time to improving myself and any time spent NOT improving myself or reaching my goals is wasted time.
Ive made a list of my goals and also listed ways to MAKE MY DREAMS HAPPEN. Thats my new years resolution ... to make shit happen.
First off, I want to set up a paypal account for donations to save my cat. I dont have a bank account and I think u need one to setup a paypal thingy. If anyone knows how to set one up, could u help a nigga out? pretty pleeeease
Secondly, I really need to find other girls that live nearby that are the same size as I am and wear similar clothes. Its expensive to buy new wardrobes for modeling and photographers HATE when u always wear the same old shit. So I neeeed to find other girls to work out deals with, you can borrow THIS if I can borrow THAT .. and so on.
Third, I guess I should work harder on finding a REAL job. Modeling season is out because of the cold and work is slow right now. I need steady income like WOAH.
Im tired of being jealous of "that girl's" portfolio. Ive decided that I am just not trying HARD ENOUGH. I need to travel more and submit more photos to magazines. Things just dont happen, u have to MAKE THEM HAPPEN.
Sometimes I feel like I waste too much time in the wrong places.
I WILL DOMINATE 2005!!!!!!!!!!!
QUESTIONS!!!
~What are you the master of? (what are u good at?)
~What are u going to do this year? (resolutions)
~Which sets do u think were the best in 2004?
My votes are ...
God I love this site.
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i didn't realize you were from chicago. i'm surprised i've never seen you around. the photo quality in your set is fucking outstanding. i also liked you little collection of favorite pics.
keep workin it, girl.