Now that school is out, I have nothing to do. I'd get a job if I didnt have such a superiority complex. I always feel like Im worth a hell of a lot more than Im payed, and if Im not challenged enough Ill just quit. I have no idea what to do or where to go because retail bores me, restaraunts sicken me and Im too innocent to strip. (hahaha, imagine that) I could go back to modeling but Id really have to get to the gym if I ever expected to get paid for it. I just realized that I spelled "payed" wrong up there and Im too lazy to go back.
Im also thinking abt moving. No, let me rephrase, I AM MOVING, Im just thinking abt where to go. Possibly even out of country. The only fear Id have then would be getting my ass kicked just for being american. I could try to fake a chinese accent but for some reason I dont think that'd be too convincing.
Ive decided also that Ive been way too good for way too long. My bday is coming up, so that'll change. I think one beer might just do me in! Im a cheap date, hahaha!
Let me just tell you ppl that ... none of us suicide girls actually look like this in real life. I get so mad when I see these beautiful girls and wonder why I dont look like them ... and then I realized that they probably dont either. If someone as ugly as me can fake beauty on this site then anyone could! NOW ... I want to come clean with you and I expect all of you to do the same. Lets see your mug ... Ill show u mine if u show me yours!
Im also thinking abt moving. No, let me rephrase, I AM MOVING, Im just thinking abt where to go. Possibly even out of country. The only fear Id have then would be getting my ass kicked just for being american. I could try to fake a chinese accent but for some reason I dont think that'd be too convincing.
Ive decided also that Ive been way too good for way too long. My bday is coming up, so that'll change. I think one beer might just do me in! Im a cheap date, hahaha!
Let me just tell you ppl that ... none of us suicide girls actually look like this in real life. I get so mad when I see these beautiful girls and wonder why I dont look like them ... and then I realized that they probably dont either. If someone as ugly as me can fake beauty on this site then anyone could! NOW ... I want to come clean with you and I expect all of you to do the same. Lets see your mug ... Ill show u mine if u show me yours!
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And to those complaining about where they live being boring, let me tell you...the entire world is boring. I grew up here in Iowa and couldn't wait to get out. I spent alot of time travelling and I took time from college to see the world. But after going more places then I can possibly remember I can tell you the entire world is boring. The key is to be interresting yourself. Now, I am not telling you not to travel, everyone should. Seeing the world is a great thing, but don't think your going to find some magical place that will be all exciting. A place is only as interesting as you are.
Also...there is a pic of me in my pic file. I just choose not to lead with it because I don't want to scare everyone away. Hehehe.
[Edited on May 20, 2004 3:46PM]
my old bestfriend knew someone that was an extra in edward scissorhands... did they film the whole thing in tampa... where at?
i miss talking to you doll...