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Well my love muffin went away yesterday morning. Now it's ASH TIME!

I worked with Jim Hewitt agn yesterday with his kick ass new SLR digi camera ... and boy did it rock! I have a cd full of brand spankin new images ... but the camera produced such high quality images that the files were TOO BIG for my computer to open them! I guess I will have to go to a jpg compression site ... and one by one .. make them smaller. That will take forever, and since I cant open them to see which ones they are ... I cant like, pick only my faves and just do those, noooooo, I have to do them alllllll. *sigh* But hey! The new images *might* be up on Jim Hewitts site (www.cunningarts.com) if not now, sometime in the near future. The stuff we did was a lot different from his other work, which is typically darker type stuff. Nothing too fancy ... but different. Which is always good. January and Febrauary will be some really busy months for me as far as modeling goes.

Today I woke up and didnt know what to do with myself. I played video games in my sons absence just to hear the "ding ding" noises that I usually hear when he's around .. then decided that this was pretty pathetic and I should probably call a friend to hang out. That worked, Im at my best friend Kevins house now with a few other ppl and its kinda nice not to have any responsibilities. I can stay out as late as I want ... and sleep all day tomorrow if I want ... and ... oh jeeez, the list goes on!

*sigh* Abt SG ... I dont know much abt pc's, but every time I go to a website ... the page doesnt come up right and I have to go to the "view" then "encoding" and select a different encoding for *every* single page I go to ... which makes it extremely difficult to view this site because every time I click ... I have to go in and fix the encoding. *sigh* This makes it very hard to keep up with journal postings. So if by chance you post something to my journal and I dont get back to you .. Im sorry, it's just so difficult to respond to everyones messages when my damn computer never lets me view their pages.

I wish there were more suicide girls in chicago ... or somewhere near here. I have a few photo shoot ideas that I want to try out with other girls. One of them is a body painting photo shoot ... I thought it would be very sexy to grab some body paint, and fingerpaint another girl and have her paint me. My photographer and I have similar visions, so we would be working with some very interesting angles with the camera to give it more of an origional touch. I try to be different ... no one wants to see the same old shit. The other idea I had wasnt so origional, but would be fun... I wanted to do a domination/submission shoot with another girl ... the ideas I have for that shoot would simply be endless!

I also want to do a piercing fetish shoot ... but havent found a piercer in the chicago area that I know would do a good job. The shoot would basically be me in a tatoo shop getting pierced in all the right places ... nipples, "down there", tongue, belly button, lip ... I have all these but would like to get more and I think it would make for some sexy images... if you dig that kinda shit. (which I think you would if you are on this site!) What do you guys think?

crap this is a long journal entry, sorry!! I feel like I could go on and on and on and on and ....