Reprieve

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Hello to you today SG Land. I hope you are reading this in a comfortable space with ease in your hearts. It is a rainy, cold day where I am. Although it chills my skin, I find it to be rather heart warming. The rain seems to be encouraging me to stay in and relax...to do things I rarely let myself do...to unwind in a...
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harshrocker:
That's good eating out went smoothly. My state still has a mask mandate, but I fear what will happen when neighboring states relax their requirements. What's worse is my tiny little village always has the second most cases in the county, aside from our one small city.

Vulnerability confession

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So...let's play vulnerability confession. I am alone right now for the first time in months. All I want to do is get fucked up and write. But the anxiety I feel is crushing. And I know that it is because I am alone. I used to be good at being alone. Tell you what- it takes some fucking getting used to. Something to be said...
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harshrocker:
Being alone can be tough. Anxiety about doing creative stuff happens - the fear of making a mistake or messing up a project midway, etc. I always used to drink too much, but I took last year off and reset myself. I'll have an occasional beer here and there now, but only one. Glad I took the break.
devilsfavoriteson:
I am so sorry that you are alone right now.  Being alone and isolated is one of the worst feelings that I can imagine, so message me anytime that you fell like it.  I am trying to keep sober now.  It sucks, but I'm hoping that you can see through this day until tomorrow--write, but don't get fucked up! The fact that you have another drive (to write) now is awesome! Push to and through that other drive!  I'd like to say that I am with you, but we don't know one another at all.  I am responding to your "vulnerable" photo.  If you feel vulnerable posting your own majestic face, then my brow, split by two bats and a heavy pipe, should never be seen in a public space, lol.  You are very beautiful, @asema.  Never forget that.

The Fun is in the Fall

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The trick behind playing dominoes is in the manipulation during set up.

Hold hope you've measured right.

Hello SG Land. No dominoes for me today. Just a sunny, home-bound day. Who am I kidding? All days are home-bound these days.

And I'm feeling poetic.

"The sunshine warms my face

And it gives me such a rush

Just to see your shadow

Leaves me aching for...
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harshrocker:
Sounds good. Keep sharing.

Thursday Mar 18, 2010

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Salutations!
I hope that this blog finds everyone in high spirits. I myself, on the other hand, am glad to be bringing the day to a close. I spent most of the day sporadically crying, and simultaneously completing various errands. The bank teller was terribly sweet and she gave me a sucker as she told me she couldn't help me. I attribute her gentle manner...
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asema:
That's fantastic advice. Thank you. :-)
inks:
finding a woman to read with is hard now days.

bfa is a bachelor of fine arts

<3 good luck with your degree i am sure you will get it

"life is measured by the amout of abuse you can take, how many times you can get back up, and come back for more."

and "if it was not a challage would it be worth doing" two quotes i am enjoying at the moment...

Tuesday Mar 16, 2010

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My, my, my, what a wonderful day. The untamed sunshine warms the air, and makes it easier to breath in the Midwest. I just got back from a long walk in suburbia, and my spirits are high.
My first set goes up tomorrow morning at 4 something am. I have wanted this satisfaction since I was 18! Ah, how fulfilling vanity and empowerment are. I'm...
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wenzdai:
wooooo! our set went up!
starfuck:
and you deserve be a suicide girl too!!!!!
i love your tattoo, is so beautiful like you biggrin
thanks for the support sweetie
you have ALL MY SUPPORT TOO !
kisses! kisskiss

Thursday Feb 04, 2010

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Well, I've lost my damned mind again. But at least this time I'm at peace with it. I spent some time down south the last few days just to get the fuck out of dodge. To feel l ike I wasn't trapped. To see if the sun shines a few hours away, or if its grey all over this wretched place.
When did I become...
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