Well, I've lost my damned mind again. But at least this time I'm at peace with it. I spent some time down south the last few days just to get the fuck out of dodge. To feel l ike I wasn't trapped. To see if the sun shines a few hours away, or if its grey all over this wretched place.
When did I become so jaded?
I think it happened roughly 5 years ago, this month.
Anyway, I came home yesterday, made dinner for the fam, put my beautiful neice to bed, went to the grocery and locked myself in my room. I smoked some cigarettes and some herb, and wrote it all out. I've taken to posting the writings on my walls, so that my reality is still visible but not trapped inside my skull. It worries people, I think. But I can't figure out why. It seems like a perfectly good coping mechanism to me.
I hear the garage door now. Which means I can take the car to my acupuncture appointment! I'm going to be late. Piss.
Blogging is new to me, but I'm trying to get better at it.
I'm thinking of posting some of my writings on here. Perhaps I will do so when I return.
Ta ta for now.
When did I become so jaded?
I think it happened roughly 5 years ago, this month.
Anyway, I came home yesterday, made dinner for the fam, put my beautiful neice to bed, went to the grocery and locked myself in my room. I smoked some cigarettes and some herb, and wrote it all out. I've taken to posting the writings on my walls, so that my reality is still visible but not trapped inside my skull. It worries people, I think. But I can't figure out why. It seems like a perfectly good coping mechanism to me.
I hear the garage door now. Which means I can take the car to my acupuncture appointment! I'm going to be late. Piss.
Blogging is new to me, but I'm trying to get better at it.
I'm thinking of posting some of my writings on here. Perhaps I will do so when I return.
Ta ta for now.