My insomnia is back with a vengeance since beginning to taper off my meds. I should probably stop scrolling through instagram and SG Land - these social media stimulants aren't helping! But I'm a bit addicted to my online life lately. I haven't been very happy with my appearance unless I'm wearing makeup and my skin has been so bad that I don't want to do that - I'm trying to let it breathe as much as possible. Luckily my only job at the moment is volunteering once a week for a few hours at an animal shelter and that gets fairly sweaty (even though it's winter here in Australia right now), so I don't wear makeup to that.
I'm starting to realise that I might have some body dysmorphia - people on here keep telling me that I'm attractive and it's really been lifting my spirits and doing wonders for my self-esteem - no wonder I'm addicted! But these bags under my eyes are beginning to deepen. I should really sign off and go snuggle up to my new fur baby and loving partner who is sleeping in our bed... But I feel so wired. If you're out there, please leave a comment! Let's talk about something... Anything! Or let me draw a tarot card for you - that could be fun.
