asaruth

Hi everybody

Yesterday I tried to update my journalbut I lost the whole thing twice and finally gave up. I hope all is well with yall. Im..wellkinda of down in the dumpsI dont mean to beI know I knowsnap out of it.
Im really going to miss my bosswho actually lets me do pretty much anything I want tohes a nice guyjust not always to concerned with the future and the obviouswhich I guess can be a good thing.
I dont want to lose my carbut Im going to when I move cause my parents are assholes and they will report it stolen and press charges if I take it with meand they dont even know that Im movingand theyre that pissed.
Blah I have to write a paper for one of my classesI wish school could be more fun classes like philosophy, which I lovedI wrote my term paper on adult bookstores and why I wanted to own oneand my final was about I the reasons I dont believe in formal religions(not that I dont believe in faith)
Karmathats a good topicanybody feel that karma is around?
Hehemaybe karma will do something about this construction going on outside of my houseand damnitmy rents want me to go to easter dinner at their house and Im thinking.easter dinner? Didnt last easter dinner have mom trying to kill everyone who attended within a week? Creepy huh?
I miss my grandmashed yell at my mom and dad for being tools...
Its supposed to rain and Im losing my joints mobility as the night progressestomorrow should be funI wish my doctor (the rheumatologist) would get on with it and figure out whats going on with meso I could work on getting better.
DamnI think I wrote a booksorryIll try to be less of a pity-party next time.
Later