FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it just seems like I just can't put my feelings to the side when we are together. As much as I want to be with her I can't seem to forget how much Im still in love with her. When we are together we are like we were used to be at one time and it pisses me off because I know she doesn't want to be with me. She thinks that it doesn't affect me when we are in bed cuddling and the way we once were, but it's pretty damn obvious. I need some time away, I hate this because she loves an other and im here left in the dust seeing all this and being dragged along.
away i say, away. as much as it hurts to say, I say
NO MORE!!, I hopefully I stay true to my convictions.
it just seems like I just can't put my feelings to the side when we are together. As much as I want to be with her I can't seem to forget how much Im still in love with her. When we are together we are like we were used to be at one time and it pisses me off because I know she doesn't want to be with me. She thinks that it doesn't affect me when we are in bed cuddling and the way we once were, but it's pretty damn obvious. I need some time away, I hate this because she loves an other and im here left in the dust seeing all this and being dragged along.
away i say, away. as much as it hurts to say, I say
NO MORE!!, I hopefully I stay true to my convictions.
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i'm giving up... trying, i guess. i'm assured that once i eventually give up on everything, i won't have anything left to give up. and then, i'll have to start up again.
this should take me... by new year's at the most.
[Edited on Oct 13, 2004 6:51PM]