hiya kidz... so, I've been done with school for about 2 eeks now & I still feel like I haven't stopped working... maybe because I haven't.... been dealing with technical needs for our 35th reunion at CalArts... meetings, getting bids on tech gear, lots o time on the phone & internet... I just wanna lay around in the sun & drink cocktails.....
the Girl has been on the east coast for a little less than a week and I miss her so much... at least we can see each other... lovin' the web cam calls...
I'll be going back to see family in North Carolina in about 2 weeks... we do a family reunion every 2 years... the Girl is gonna fly down for a couple days & meet my family... this is huge ya'll... we've been together for a little over a year now but this will make it kind of official.... I know a year isn't that long, but you gotta realize that I swore off relationships for like the last 8 years of my life (had to get my own heart staightend out)
little nervous about it... I know she & my Mom will get along (they're both NASCAR fans)... but my older sister has always been overly protective of me (I'm the baby) & has never approved of any of my girlfriends (the few that she has met)... & not sure how the very Southern Baptist members of my extende family will react to me being involved with a woman almost 15 years younger than me... (ok, all you guys probably think I'm a dirty old man now)... but this is the most honest, healthy, healing relationship I've ever been in... & I love her dearly.... not that their approval will change my heart... I commit myself to my relationships... even when I was a crap boyfriend in the past in a bad relationship, I would stick with it for like 3 or 4 years just to try and make it work.... since then I have learned to walk into all my relationships with a truthful & open heart... doesn't matter if it's family, friends or lovers...
but for now... it's a beautiful day here in LALA land & I think I'm gonna grab a beer & lay nekkid in the sun while I wait for folks to call me back...
thanx to all ya'll that commented on my last entry... yer all welcome to come by for pie anytime... I'll bake sumthin special fer ya...
feel da love... bring da noise
j
the Girl has been on the east coast for a little less than a week and I miss her so much... at least we can see each other... lovin' the web cam calls...
I'll be going back to see family in North Carolina in about 2 weeks... we do a family reunion every 2 years... the Girl is gonna fly down for a couple days & meet my family... this is huge ya'll... we've been together for a little over a year now but this will make it kind of official.... I know a year isn't that long, but you gotta realize that I swore off relationships for like the last 8 years of my life (had to get my own heart staightend out)
little nervous about it... I know she & my Mom will get along (they're both NASCAR fans)... but my older sister has always been overly protective of me (I'm the baby) & has never approved of any of my girlfriends (the few that she has met)... & not sure how the very Southern Baptist members of my extende family will react to me being involved with a woman almost 15 years younger than me... (ok, all you guys probably think I'm a dirty old man now)... but this is the most honest, healthy, healing relationship I've ever been in... & I love her dearly.... not that their approval will change my heart... I commit myself to my relationships... even when I was a crap boyfriend in the past in a bad relationship, I would stick with it for like 3 or 4 years just to try and make it work.... since then I have learned to walk into all my relationships with a truthful & open heart... doesn't matter if it's family, friends or lovers...
but for now... it's a beautiful day here in LALA land & I think I'm gonna grab a beer & lay nekkid in the sun while I wait for folks to call me back...
thanx to all ya'll that commented on my last entry... yer all welcome to come by for pie anytime... I'll bake sumthin special fer ya...
feel da love... bring da noise
j
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Thanks for the happy slappy bday =P
(My clothes are big because I've lost 40 lbs and don't have money to replace my entire wardrobe) haha