Thursday Apr 15, 2004

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okay, stopped being the stupid wounded boy today... my ego is worth less than this girls heart... called her to tell her that I was sorry... to tell her that I loved her... that I remembered our friendship more than I remembered why I felt hurt

man, I've got a batch of crap to do before driving to SF tomorrow... laundry, pack, clean out my car... what the fuck am I gonna wear to the show?... full day of work and then the drive... I'll be lucky if I make it there before 3am...

hey Murder_Tramp, hope yer feelin better... & no, I'm not a nurse or a fight club member... just spent a bunch of years hangin around and takin care of modern dancers

much love to ya kidz

one more brain mumble for the road
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clear the path to your mind
light the way to your soul
prepare the room in your heart

offer up hope
where need rests its weight
offer true compassion
when desire weaves your fate.

I will try to comfort you,
build for you some sheltering place
where the light is soft and warm,
where sadness can not paint your face.
I listen to your tears
fall with the weight of longing.
I hear your heart
crying in the darkened distance,
lost to the eyes of the waiting world.
tigress:
your comment really hit the spot! thank you so very very much. I have a huge capacity for love and compassion but sometimes people take that for granted. I absolutely and wholeheartedly agree with what you wrote. You are such a great person. kiss love

I really hope that he and i can still be friends but I don't think right now is a good time. Maybe in time. Maybe not. I'll just have to see how things go.

Your poem speaks to me. I'm really feeling it.

Have fun in SF! I've never been there but it's on my list of places to go biggrin

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