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Brief update for you:

I've been in a really low mood the past few days.
I really miss my friends.

I'm getting closer and closer to the idea of moving out.
I'm gonna talk to Adam and Pat (our other roommate) about it tonight.
I really don't want to go through the hassle of moving, or being farther from both work and school, but I...
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padre:
I feel you buddy... I hate to see you going through this shitty stage... I have to say go for what makes you happy and more comfy
adam3w:
That's a rough bunch of crap you're dealing with. All I can say is definitely try to work on your back -- chronic back pain makes every one of your other troubles worse. (As I'm sure you know.) I had the misfortune to be clinically depressed and on work disability for a back injury at the same time about a year and a half ago. Lots of suck involved there.

I promise things will get better....

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merkaba72:
Nice work in the contest! That rocks. Good luck with the finals. What was the photo you sent in?
adam3w:
Glad to hear you're feeling better. The situation you're in with your ex-BF is never an easy one. I broke up with my live-in GF a several months ago. Good luck dealing with that, and don't be afraid to vent if you need to.
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broke up with my boyfriend last night.
we live together.
this should all be very interesting.

last night I stayed on the couch.
this morning, he went home to Maine.

we will talk more when he comes back I guess.

he's the sensitive one. I have to be the strong will.

I'm not in love with him anymore, and it just didn't seem fair to...
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padre:
It's for the best, some women stubbornly hold on to a guy because they feel like they can't throw away a 8 month relationship let alone 2 years. So I admire your strong will. Not all women are willing to do that, thank god you did.

Let us know how it goes will you smile
jesuslovesporn:
sorry to hear that, but I'm sure it's for the best. You are no doubt a tough cookie, most would be afraid to do what you have done. Good luck with everything!
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I am falling out of happiness.

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padre:
whats going on friend?

maybe we just need to cheer you up and tomorrow things will seem better...
deathb4mullets:
Don't worry...I fell out of happiness 29 years ago, and I'm still going strong! Whiskey, heavy metal and some herb is all you need!
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bedheadchicken:
happy birthday to you
padre:
thats a bummer... where are all your friends?

mine have been like that for years though... but then nobody likes me so i dont know their excuse
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I'm feeling quite proud of myself right now, so I thought I would share.
The semester is ending in two weeks, and I'm going crazy with papers.
I worked really hard on one for my Sociology class, and was very serious about the proposal and idea behind it, but I was nervous, because, thats how I get.
I rocked the presentation today!
And my professor...
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padre:
you're very welcome... so have you met any of the Suicidegirls or less creepy guys on here? ha ha...
padre:
well you're busy... you only meet folks after being on here long enough... maybe you're better off ha ha...
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meep meep meep!


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padre:
If that is a hint that you are gonna be running or that you will be more active in a faster pace than i say thats the best plan...
makoize:
you are CUTE
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I've been feeling a little low about myself lately, so I need to figure something out. Something to do about it.

I want/need a haircut.
I need another tattoo.
Hell, a piercing might satisfy me just as well. Just not fo as long. Haha.
And I need to lose some weight, get toned and just feel better about myself.

Its really hard to start any...
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adam3w:
Been trying for about the last 8-10 months to lose weight, and it's been paying off.... At least as far as I can tell. I have lost inches, but there's been so much turmoil in my life in the last 3 months, I'm not sure how much trimness is from my efforts and how much is from stress.

My diet: cut out french fries, eat more fruit, drink water instead of soda. Or drink pabst instead of soda. Only one pizza per week. I've also been doing cardio, but I'm not very disciplined about it (or the diet, for that matter). Gonna start doing yoga again soon.
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I've strayed a little bit, and it makes me a little sad.
I'm not sure how to get really into this site.
I like this site a lot, but I'm weary of dirty and sketchy guys.
I'm here to get tips on photography and modeling,
and to figure out if I want to attempt to become a suicidegirl myself.
I'd love to model, but I'm...
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padre:
have you met these dirty and sketchy guys? what exactly do you mean when you say that?

a few of these girls do get modeling gigs so hopefully they can tell you how to get into the game... Talk to Annika, Chance, Rigel or others here as well as photographers... let yourself be known go say hi to people here... "press the flesh" thats a figure of speech wink

you do seem super nice so i wish you luck... and if someone comes of shady... zap em' ha ha
annika:
I recommend lurking for a while in the boards and the hopefuls group.

I'm glad that I'm on this site, but my perception of the site as well as many of the girls has changed drastically since I started nearly a year ago.

Good luck with whatever you choose. kiss
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Things are going well.
I haven't really been around here for a little while. I've definetly been keeping busy with school and work.
Work last week was bogus though.
I hate baseball. And the fact that the lame ass Red Sox games prevented people from coming into the restraunt and giving me money, makes me hate it more.

Moving on.. my kitten is quite insane....
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padre:
thanks for the add

enjoy the kitty for now, that little routine gets
old ha ha... maybe you should consider working
in bars cuz thats where all the fans would be
and this time of year... forget about it you can
make an assload of money
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im so comfy in my new apartment with my mister and our friend. its wonderful.
and soon, we should be getting a washer&dryer, so no more laundromat!

and maybe we'll be getting a kitten!!!

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bloodhigh:
glad you;re liking your new place
i want a cat frown
xrougex:
awesome! pleease post a picture of the kitten when you get it... my rents wont let me get one. pah! whatever
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It's been a week since I moved down here to Massachusetts, and I think I'm adjusting quite quickly.
I already have the mantality when I drive, haha.
Living with my boyfriend is definetly a change considering since we started dating back in 2005, he was living down here, and I was living in Maine. But, I'm not complaining, its definetly nice to see him A...
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gogoponypanic:
Hey, I saw you're post in the newbie group and I like making friends...so hi. Well, this is getting difficult to write because my roommate, who has ADD pretty bad right now is chattering, so I'll just end this.
xrougex:
god tell me about it - am studying graphics at dad's request so i can 'earn a living'. hehe whatever happened to being a proper old-school artist bumming around and just making money out of being an alcoholic genius?
ah well... thanks for the advice r.e jobs... called two of them back and the response both times was 'we'll call you right back'. pfft.... still waiting two days later!!
really hope college started well
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