Friday Apr 04, 2008

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haven't been on much lately.

I'm trying desperatly to catch up on my school stuff.
I have SO much stuff to do.
Ugh.

I hope everyone is well!
padre:
as well as i can be actually... what about you? don't stress to much ok smile

Wednesday Mar 26, 2008

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Seeking::

I am utterly exhauseted with this chronic back pain.


It seems like its merely in the muscles, but no muscle relief technique will do a damn thing. (Pills, heat, massage, etc.)
So, maybe its in the bones...?
I've had MRIs and Xrays and they didn't turn up anything to the doctors who were observing me at the time.
I've had injections, electro-stimulation, muscle relaxors,...
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katostrophic:
Cool. I'm actually in Iraq right now. I have a few more months left before I get to go home.


As for the chronic back pains, I read an article that said chronic pain (especially lower back pain) is one big mind game. If you train your mind to "rethink" the pain, you can override it and subsequently reduce, if not completly get rid of, the pain.

If that doesn't work, you could always get a new back. It's common these days. Kind of a new fad or trend, if you will. smile

Have a good day.
adam3w:
Have you tried yoga?

Monday Mar 24, 2008

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I've been having a really terrible time with my back the last couple of weeks and it's really dragging me down again.
The pain is so unbearable at times that I'd rather shoot myself in the foot and deal with that pain.

The worst part of it is that I have no idea where it's coming from.
I don't know what causes it.
Its been...
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padre:
i guess it is a waste of money and time... i dont suppose you can get a massage or go to a chiropractor?
padre:
the smoke turned out to be a big brush fire it got worse before it got better but its out...

also i was just suggestions that really sucks my friend... I feel terrible cuz back problems are the worst...

but if possible we need to find a cause for it and treat it... hang in there my friend

Saturday Mar 22, 2008

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In my new apartment and it's awesome.

biggrin

Just got the internet set up and have yet to fully set up my room, but whatever. I'll get around to it.

This week I have been far too lazy and not productive enough, but eh, its my spring break.

maximus_73:
Congrats on the new apartment!
padre:
Sweet get us some pics of the new surroundings... I always get to my room last

Thursday Mar 13, 2008

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moving out Sunday.

I think I'm failing most of my classes at this point.

I'm sick of my friends dragging me into bullshit drama.

I'm really starting to like someone new and it worries me because of how soon it is after breaking my ex's heart.

I want to get up and leave and never come back.
I know I would never do such a...
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padre:
so since you wont, lets not even think of how you want to "get up and never come back"

focus on what can be accomplished...
padre:
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one trying... And if I am than I'll be glad to

You should be happier and i'll make it so if I can smile

Sunday Mar 09, 2008

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finally feeling creative again.
I've planned out 4 paintings, just need to get settled in my new apartment and get some time.

I'm still in a pretty low state of mind, but whatever.

I hope all is well with everyone else.
padre:
things are pretty stale here in the world but I'm happy you're feeling better and hope you get to it

Wednesday Mar 05, 2008

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I hate school.
Alot.
I don't want to do it anymore.
And, I have to.
In order to get anywhere, I have to.




There is so much going on in my head right now...
padre:
let it out dude... dont hold it in

Saturday Feb 23, 2008

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I'm feeling much better. Finally.
Still coughing, but its okay.

Work tonight and then up to Maine to hangout with my buddies.

I don't think I even placed in the top 10 for that photography contest, because I still haven't gotten a letter. The first letter I got said I would know around February 18th. I'm kind of bummed, but I think I was kidding...
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padre:
uproar about what? Not caring for being more serious with him?

Anyway if you're not ready then you're not ready... nobody's business

And come on have a little more faith in yourself
ceci:
smile

Thursday Feb 21, 2008

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I've been sick since Monday and I just want it to go away!

I hate feeling this pathetic.
Really.
padre:
Ah buddy cheer up... You'll be fine soon...

I wish i knew the words to make you happy

Saturday Feb 16, 2008

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Moving in a month.
Just started packing up a few things.
I'm starting to have mixed feelings.

I'm scared I'm still going to be unhappy.






Also, I should find out this week about that photo contest.
*crosses fingers*
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padre:
too bad... for me ha ha

thats great for the men of whorchester though
jesuslovesporn:
as being someone who just left everything I have know for the past 9 years in an effort to be happier I know exactly how you feel. But in the end it is all what you make of it...yeah I know lame right, but thats the truth surreal surreal surreal

good luck with the photo contest thingy...

Tuesday Feb 12, 2008

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I need/want a vacation.

BAD.
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padre:
You have my sympathies... You burned out at work or is it all personal?
padre:
in fact does it really matter to what reason that you want a vacation for ha ha... Considering everything I wish for you to go on vacation to whichever destiny... Hell you could use the relaxation smile

Yeah it was insane finding out i was misinformed... unbelievable ha ha

Friday Feb 08, 2008

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Told Adam I'm moving out.

Added a couple of pictures to my "random pictures".

I want to rip my spine out and seep into the floor.


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padre:
You bet anytime... wink
lizardam:
Nice pics. Best with the move.
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