I'm finally moving for the first time in nearly 3 years, out of the "TL" I hope. I feel very motivated by my gut feeling that it's time to move on, get a change of scenery. Lately I feel like my luck is just about all up after some of the close calls I've been through in the past year. (Saw an act of violence walking back from a club Saturday night- bet it was all over something petty; so stupid and needless.) Not to mention the fire I was in months after first moving into the place- it was the unit next door, almost burned into my walls. And this weekend someone broke one of my car windows and ransacked everything. It was mildy annoying having to shell out the $ to repair it, and the time wasted on it. But what REALLY pissed me off about it is that someone has the disregard to destroy and steal another's property; fuckin' crackheads. It's like, once you break that code of civility like that to your fellow man, it lowers you to an animal in my book. (And, "What's more chicken-shit that fucking with another man's car.?") This neighborhood is too hardcore for me, I'm getting tired by it, it's starting to take the piss outta me.
Finally got something I had really been wanting for almost two months, and then it wasn't that great when I finally got it.... Although I was able appreciate it better later.
It seems that suddenly alot of friends that I used to hang out with have all gone seperate ways away from me, two out of the country for months, my old crush who worked in SoMa, like me, got another job and moved on; no more chances to eat lunch with someone cool (and hot). Two girls in my apt who moved down to LA, no one to talk to in my apt building anymore. Lately I feel alone. One of my current friends starting to get on my nerves isn't helping either. Blah, blah I'll stop whining now.
Here' a recent drawing from my sketch book: Mayan imagery mixed with an Art Nouveau style.
I don't know if Smashing Pumpkin's return could be called triumphant, but I really like alot of the songs from the new album. And while going down memory lane with a smashing Punmkins music/video bender, I Forgot how freakin' cool the Ava Adore video was.
Finally got something I had really been wanting for almost two months, and then it wasn't that great when I finally got it.... Although I was able appreciate it better later.
It seems that suddenly alot of friends that I used to hang out with have all gone seperate ways away from me, two out of the country for months, my old crush who worked in SoMa, like me, got another job and moved on; no more chances to eat lunch with someone cool (and hot). Two girls in my apt who moved down to LA, no one to talk to in my apt building anymore. Lately I feel alone. One of my current friends starting to get on my nerves isn't helping either. Blah, blah I'll stop whining now.
Here' a recent drawing from my sketch book: Mayan imagery mixed with an Art Nouveau style.
I don't know if Smashing Pumpkin's return could be called triumphant, but I really like alot of the songs from the new album. And while going down memory lane with a smashing Punmkins music/video bender, I Forgot how freakin' cool the Ava Adore video was.
Nice sketch, btw.