artiekgb

Yeah, accessing porn sites from the library.

Things are weird lately. I mean, nothing is outright terrible, so I have no right to complain. I am just less than thrilled with my day to day life. I am not a big fan of the area that I live in, and I hate to admit it, but I am kind of lonely. That is funny considering that I have been running away from anything that even slightly resembles a relationship for going on a year now. Maybe my needyness is catching up with me. This is definitely catching up on my longest single streak ever. The funny thing is, I am still very jaded about love and fidelity, I still don't think that it is a good idea, or that it can work in the long run, but I find myself longing for it in the whistfull thinking kind of way.

It must be that I am getting older. Damn this biological clock.