A coupla months ago...my best friend and roommate went nuts...took out a gun and started shooting up our house...
Since then...none of us have talked much. We all keep to ourselves...waiting for he and his wife to resolve their shit.
Today...some shit went down, he completely tore up their bedroom...and the cops came. we ended up talking for a good six hours straight...just he and I.
I found out some things.
His wife was cheating on him for a year.
She's pregnant. (i did'nt ask who's it was)
Two weeks ago...when I was in SF...he overdosed on Morphine...actually died...and was brought back to life...this is the first I've heard of it.
I swear to God...this guy sounds crazy...but he's not.
But he's so wrapped up into this relationship...the only girl he's ever been with...the girl he's been with since he was 12, that for the first time in his life...he's lost...forthefirst time he feels like a failure and has no idea what to do.
When he should have left her years ago.
I hope for his sake he can get through all this...I love him to death...and this is just a horrible place to have to find yourself in...
I'm the only person he's told all this to.
Now I just wait and watch to see if this guy can overcome this...with as much as it means to him...or if he ends up going down with the ship.
All I can really do is offer an ear...a beer...and a hug. That does'nt really feel like enough...
...I wish I had a superpower...and I wish I could fix people's broken hearts...their hurts and their needs. I wish...I could just make them content.
Since then...none of us have talked much. We all keep to ourselves...waiting for he and his wife to resolve their shit.
Today...some shit went down, he completely tore up their bedroom...and the cops came. we ended up talking for a good six hours straight...just he and I.
I found out some things.
His wife was cheating on him for a year.
She's pregnant. (i did'nt ask who's it was)
Two weeks ago...when I was in SF...he overdosed on Morphine...actually died...and was brought back to life...this is the first I've heard of it.
I swear to God...this guy sounds crazy...but he's not.
But he's so wrapped up into this relationship...the only girl he's ever been with...the girl he's been with since he was 12, that for the first time in his life...he's lost...forthefirst time he feels like a failure and has no idea what to do.
When he should have left her years ago.
I hope for his sake he can get through all this...I love him to death...and this is just a horrible place to have to find yourself in...
I'm the only person he's told all this to.
Now I just wait and watch to see if this guy can overcome this...with as much as it means to him...or if he ends up going down with the ship.
All I can really do is offer an ear...a beer...and a hug. That does'nt really feel like enough...
...I wish I had a superpower...and I wish I could fix people's broken hearts...their hurts and their needs. I wish...I could just make them content.
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Make sure you find a way to stay grounded as well.
Take Care.
tamara