When I was 8 my Mom promised me and promised me she would take me to this hobby shop...get me this model. Of course that was my only focus...that model...that fucking model.
But she was clearly too busy.
And I waited. And I waited.
Finally I got all pissed at her about breaking her promise...about lying to me....completely oblivious to the fact that it was Mother's Day. She went off crying...and I felt like the worst son in the entire world.
I've never felt quite as small and selfish a person in my life as I did that day.
Until today.
But she was clearly too busy.
And I waited. And I waited.
Finally I got all pissed at her about breaking her promise...about lying to me....completely oblivious to the fact that it was Mother's Day. She went off crying...and I felt like the worst son in the entire world.
I've never felt quite as small and selfish a person in my life as I did that day.
Until today.
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what then?
she means so much to me,
god my head hurts
my heart hurts
what if i stay with her nad end up hurting her even worse down the road??
what then?