So... has been a while since I've updated....
Work is going. School is almost over for this quarter and then I'm not going back for a while. I can't afford it.
I am feeling hurt right now... an ex of mine posted some very not so nice things about me on his myspace and I feel like the almost 3 year relationship we had meant nothing to him. I can't believe he would have done something like this to me. Now all of our mutual friends who read that will think I am the biggest bitch. He even said that I cheated on him, which I never did. In fact, he cheated on me. TWICE. I just feel so betrayed, in a way. I feel like he feels like he's so far from that world we were in together that he's decided it was bad. Which is wasn't, it just was a few years ago and was a totally different life than we both are living now. I had a lot of my firsts with him and vice versa, I just feel soooooo extremely upset by this, and I know I shouldn't. I love my current boyfriend so much and he means sooo much to me. He's so wonderful, thoughtful and caring that I just need to push my ex out of my life once and for all. He doesn't deserve my support anymore.
He's in rehab.
Other than that.... I'm just sorta in a rut. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to do school, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to do laundry and I don't want to clean. It's bad. And I've gained a massive amount of weight from where I was last year at this time and it really disappoints me. I need to seriously like stop eating all together. I bought some diet pills, but I am so bad about remembering to take them three times a day that I doubt it does me any good.
SOOOOOO basically I feel like absolute shit today.
Work is going. School is almost over for this quarter and then I'm not going back for a while. I can't afford it.
I am feeling hurt right now... an ex of mine posted some very not so nice things about me on his myspace and I feel like the almost 3 year relationship we had meant nothing to him. I can't believe he would have done something like this to me. Now all of our mutual friends who read that will think I am the biggest bitch. He even said that I cheated on him, which I never did. In fact, he cheated on me. TWICE. I just feel so betrayed, in a way. I feel like he feels like he's so far from that world we were in together that he's decided it was bad. Which is wasn't, it just was a few years ago and was a totally different life than we both are living now. I had a lot of my firsts with him and vice versa, I just feel soooooo extremely upset by this, and I know I shouldn't. I love my current boyfriend so much and he means sooo much to me. He's so wonderful, thoughtful and caring that I just need to push my ex out of my life once and for all. He doesn't deserve my support anymore.
He's in rehab.
Other than that.... I'm just sorta in a rut. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to do school, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to do laundry and I don't want to clean. It's bad. And I've gained a massive amount of weight from where I was last year at this time and it really disappoints me. I need to seriously like stop eating all together. I bought some diet pills, but I am so bad about remembering to take them three times a day that I doubt it does me any good.
SOOOOOO basically I feel like absolute shit today.
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Try not to take your ex too seriously, he obviously hasn't moved on if he is still angry with you, if he is an addict he is probably just looking at some one too blame for his own crap, I dated an addict for three years and that's normally their game.