Boo!
Tipsy blog time it is. Not much is going down really, medication is actually started to make me feel better, which is good, yes? Not knocking me out anymore though, which means sleeping is a bit of a problem again, but managable. The bowely health stuff is back at square one, which is really fucking annoying! Gonna have to demand more tests. I shouldn't be complaining, I mean, I get free primary care, which I should be thankful for, but it's hard to be thankful when they decide there's nothing wrong after some blood tests. Quite blatantly there is something wrong, and I would much like to know whether it's a little thing or something which I'm going to have for the rest of my life, is that so much to ask?
Happier things, new set ideas are being discussed by PorphyriaPoppins and I. She has a lovely new house and a room which I think has great potential to be a set background. I'm also a bit paranoid though, there's a student in one of the classes I support in who goes on 4chan alot, and I know that pictures/sets are taken and uploaded for pirates (not the yarr harr diddleedee kind) to see and download at their pleasure. Now what I'm worried about is that he's going to see it and blab about it. My manager knows about my decisions and what I've decided to do, so it's not a problem in that aspect, it becomes a problem when other people find out, like the press for example. I'm probably catastrophizing this, as my therapy has revealed I do this alot, but what if this happens? I'm likely to loose my job ya know? So it may well have to wait until May time at least. Considering the MR queue though, that probably wont be a problem
I've started to watch what I eat and am going to start going to the Gym and swimming in a bid to loose weight. I think this will really boost my confidence, which can only be good right? In before 'But you're lovely and slin in your set' comments, that was a while ago, and a combination of things has piled on the pounds, so now I'm rather tubby, which I don't want at all. So I'm going to drop the pounds and tone up, then I'll be happy and hawt kk?
Getting drunker as I write this, so I think I'll end with some pictures before I pass out on the keyboard and end up with jibberish.
Some modelling I did for PorphyriaPoppins's online shop Phoenixx Rising go buy things off them!
Ciao!
Tipsy blog time it is. Not much is going down really, medication is actually started to make me feel better, which is good, yes? Not knocking me out anymore though, which means sleeping is a bit of a problem again, but managable. The bowely health stuff is back at square one, which is really fucking annoying! Gonna have to demand more tests. I shouldn't be complaining, I mean, I get free primary care, which I should be thankful for, but it's hard to be thankful when they decide there's nothing wrong after some blood tests. Quite blatantly there is something wrong, and I would much like to know whether it's a little thing or something which I'm going to have for the rest of my life, is that so much to ask?
Happier things, new set ideas are being discussed by PorphyriaPoppins and I. She has a lovely new house and a room which I think has great potential to be a set background. I'm also a bit paranoid though, there's a student in one of the classes I support in who goes on 4chan alot, and I know that pictures/sets are taken and uploaded for pirates (not the yarr harr diddleedee kind) to see and download at their pleasure. Now what I'm worried about is that he's going to see it and blab about it. My manager knows about my decisions and what I've decided to do, so it's not a problem in that aspect, it becomes a problem when other people find out, like the press for example. I'm probably catastrophizing this, as my therapy has revealed I do this alot, but what if this happens? I'm likely to loose my job ya know? So it may well have to wait until May time at least. Considering the MR queue though, that probably wont be a problem
I've started to watch what I eat and am going to start going to the Gym and swimming in a bid to loose weight. I think this will really boost my confidence, which can only be good right? In before 'But you're lovely and slin in your set' comments, that was a while ago, and a combination of things has piled on the pounds, so now I'm rather tubby, which I don't want at all. So I'm going to drop the pounds and tone up, then I'll be happy and hawt kk?
Getting drunker as I write this, so I think I'll end with some pictures before I pass out on the keyboard and end up with jibberish.
Some modelling I did for PorphyriaPoppins's online shop Phoenixx Rising go buy things off them!
Ciao!
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chriswparker:
Alcohol is the way forward, you know I know you know that
chriswparker:
I'm ok. Manchester's cool. still working in blackburn y'know! The lady is fine too! as you can see...